I heard neither music nor laughter nearby. Stillness descended. In this unusual, uneasy quietness, an insidious cover-up of strange crimes began to seem almost plausible.
I cursed Nepos again – but this time my irritation was practical. I remembered that I had forgotten to ask him to pay my fees as he had promised.
11
I had no energy that night to work myself into a frazzle. I was too tired and had had little to eat all day; it was easier to ignore my fretful thoughts. It would not be the first time that work I had already completed had to be written off. Losses splattered my ledger as if some damaging weevil had got in and left little droppings all over the scroll.
Next morning I devoted time to the ordinary things a girl has to do. I went through my apartment gathering laundry, bundled it neatly, and hauled the bundle to be washed. People think an informer’s life is all exposing frauds in court and beating up stubborn witnesses, but you need clean sheets and tunics. Clients are put off by bad hygiene. Anyway, I hate itching.
I often ate breakfast at a bar called the Stargazer, but on days when I attended to chores I just munched whatever stale bread roll I found at home. I took one out with me when I went to the laundry. I chewed slowly; it was so old and hard, I risked breaking a tooth.
I picked up the previous bundle and went straight to Prisca’s bath house, a civilised all-female establishment, where I was able to gain admittance even when they were closed. None of them are supposed to open in the morning, but I was a regular and welcome to use either the gymnasium or the library at any hour. Prisca herself let me in, with one of her pleasant greetings: ‘I see your hairdresser’s on strike again! And if you don’t mind me mentioning this, Flavia Albia, it could be time now to start tucking yourself up in a bustband.’
What is it about baths that makes people think they have a right to be insulting?
She just wanted to sell me a band. There was nothing wrong with my figure, any man would agree. I was shorter than I might have been if I had had a better childhood, but by the time my chest grew, I had been adopted by the Didii and given a decent diet. Physically, I developed late, but enough. I seemed to be still growing well into my twenties. Fully mature now, I kept trim; everything was in the right place, whatever Prisca implied.
I tossed my quadrans onto the money bowl, made a gesture that could pass for friendly if Prisca was exceedingly short-sighted, then with her cackling after me I barged through into the changing room, hurled off what I was wearing, grabbed a modesty towel and headed for the main facilities.
The bath suite was on the right; it was simple row of tepid room, steam room and cold room with a plunge bath. On the left, a small court opened out with colonnades where people could relax sensibly or work themselves into a froth with exercise. A couple of hard-bitten women dressed in combat gear were huffing about with fancy little bucklers and wooden swords, making themselves a spectacle. I don’t object to female gladiators, but if such hopefuls must adopt butch sports I expect them to have enough self-respect to fight decently; these were hopeless. I refused to gawp because I figured that was what the silly madams wanted.
Prisca had followed me. ‘You should be able to find a bit of warmish water left from last night. Why don’t you come at a sensible hour? Do you want someone to scrape you down?’
‘I’ll manage.’
This was hard on the girls who tried to earn a few coppers wielding a strigil for customers who could not drag off their own bathing oil, but Prisca had known me long enough; I don’t know why she asked. I always brought my personal strigil, a nicely curved, comfortable bone one, and at the moment I was using up a little flask of plain almond oil I had had from one of my sisters last Saturnalia. Prisca made no money from merchandise with me. But she knew I was no