was fal ing
in love with this man. And she needed him to
tel her about it. She needed him to let her know
that he wouldn’t keep something like that from
her.
So she held her tongue, held it as his
thick rod kept rotating inside of her. Held it as
he pul ed her closer to him, fondling her breasts,
as he banged her. Time would tel , and in time
she’d know for sure if he was going to man up
and level with her, or punk out and keep her in
the dark. But she wanted to be strategic. She
wanted to use what she knew to test the
strength of their relationship. She didn’t want to
be like some big mouth female who never had
any ace up her sleeve, who blabbed everything
she knew. Knowledge was power. She
needed to play this smart. She needed him to
be the one to bring it up.
Later that next morning, however, when
Reno was dressing to leave and she was stil
naked in bed, the subject of his past wasn’t
brought up at al . She had hoped he would
discuss it, but he had become distracted,
obsessed even, by his absolute belief that she
needed to get herself a set of wheels.
Reno looked at her, at her gorgeous
brown body half-covered, revealing every curve
he loved to touch, every crevice he knew so
wel , and he was fighting within himself to not
snatch back off his clothes and fuck her again.
But he tried to stay focused. She
needed a car, period. She started work at the
PaLargio this coming Monday, and she wasn’t
catching any buses to get to work there, not his
woman. The only reason he didn’t suggest she
not take the job in the first place, given the level
of their relationship now, was twofold: she
wouldn’t like it and therefore wouldn’t go for it,
number one. And he could keep an eye on her,
would at least know she was safe every day,
number two. But to have her working there
without wheels of her own, was taking it too far.
But they kept talking past each other.
He kept talking about the urgency of the matter,
the necessity of it, she kept talking about how
she was saving for a car, and would buy one as
soon as she was able.
“How much you saved so far?” he asked
her as he continued to dress.
“Almost a thousand dol ars,” she said.
Reno stared at her. “You joking right? A
thousand bucks, Trina? That wouldn’t get you
the engine of a decent car.”
“I’m not buying a Bentley, Reno. I just
want a good, reliable, dependable car.”
“What are you, Fred Sanford? The
salvage girl? You ain’t driving around in no
thousand dol ar car. My woman ain’t driving
thousand dol ar car. My woman ain’t driving
around in a car that cost less than one of my
suits!”
“That’s what I can afford, Reno,” she
said. “I know this is a foreign concept to the
owner of the PaLargio, but there are more
people like me in this world than people like
you. We’re just working stiffs who can only
afford what we can afford. And I can only afford
a thousand dol ar car. I don’t want any monthly
payments.”
Reno looked at her and his heart went
out to her. She probably had been struggling al
of her life, and here he was acting as if she was
poor on purpose.
He sat on the edge of her bed, his shirt
stil in his hand. “I don’t mean to sound like I
don’t get it. I get it. But answer me this: you’re
my woman or you’re not my woman?”
Trina smiled this time. He was perhaps
the most genuine person she’d ever met. “I’m
your woman, Reno,” she said.
“How would it look if my woman was
driving around in a Pinto, while I’m driving
around in a Bentley? Tel me how would that
look?”
“It’l look like you had a woman who was
her own woman, who handled her own
business, who took care of her own self. It’l
look like you had me, Reno.”
Reno couldn’t help but smile. He had to
hand it to her. “Okay, you got me there. But at
least get a car now. If I have to put some cash
with it to get a reliable car, let me do that.”
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