baby.â
âHers, and not yours?â she ventured.
âHers by one of her lovers,â he said bitterly. âShe didnât really know which one.â
There was an abrupt silence on the other side of the truck. He glanced at her frozen features with curiosity. âWhat sort of marriage do you think I had? I was a mercenary. The women you meet in that profession arenât the sort who sing in church choirs.â
âHow did you know I sang in the choir?â she asked, diverted.
He laughed, shaking his head. âI didnât, but it figures. Youâre her exact opposite.â
She was still trying to understand what he was saying. âYou didnât love her?â
âNo, I didnât love her,â he replied. âWe were good together in bed and I was tired of living alone. So, I married her. I never expected it to last, but I wanted a child. God knows why, I assumed it was mine.â
âWhy did she marry you if it wasnât?â
âShe liked having ten credit cards and driving a Jaguar,â he said.
That produced another frown.
âI was rich, Lisa,â he told her. âI still am.â
She pulled her coat tighter around her and stared out the window, not speaking. She was shocked and more uncertain about him than ever. He was such a complex person, so multifaceted that just when she thought she was getting to know him, he became a stranger all over again.
âNow what is it?â he asked impatiently.
âI hope you donât think I agreed to come out with youâ¦that I was eager to let you buy the ranch becauseâ¦â She flushed and closed her mouth. She was so embarrassed that she wanted to go through the floor.
âIf Iâm rich, itâs because I know pure gold when I see it,â he said, casting her an amused glance. âDo you think Iâll assume that youâre a gold digger because you came out with me?â
âI kissed you back, too,â she said worriedly.
He sighed with pure pleasure and relaxed into the seat, smiling to himself. âYes, you did.â
âBut it was an accident,â she persisted. âI didnât plan itâ¦â
âThat makes two of us.â He pulled up at the laststreetlight before they left the city behind and turned to her. His eyes were narrow and very intent. âThere are things in my past that are better left there. Youâd never begin to understand the relationship I had with my wife, because you donât think in terms of material gain. When I was your age, you were the sort of woman Iâd run from.â
âReally? Why?â she asked.
He cocked an eyebrow and let his eyes run over her. âBecause you told me once that you hadnât slept with Walt before you married him, Lisa,â he drawled.
She glared at him. âI would have if Iâd wanted to,â she said mutinously.
âBut you didnât.â
She threw up her hands, almost making a basketball of her small purse. She retrieved it from the dash and plopped it back into her lap.
âYouâre the kind of woman that men marry,â he continued, unabashed. âYou like children and small animals and it would never occur to you to be cruel to anyone. If youâd gotten involved with me while I was still in my former line of work, you wouldnât have lasted a day with me.â
âI donât suppose I would have,â she had to agree. She looked through the windshield, wondering why it hurt so much to have him tell her that. Surely she hadnâtbeen thinking in terms of the future just because of one passionate kiss? Of course, her whole body tensed remembering the pleasure of it, the exciting things heâd saidâ¦
âAnd you werenât Waltâs usual date, either,â he said surprisingly. âHe liked experience.â
She grimaced. âI found that out pretty quick. He said I was the most boring woman heâd ever
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