out anyway since Jordie didnât even get what I was talking about, was oblivious to anyoneâs feelings but his own.
Even though I understood why Jordie was pissed at Mario, I was still getting a little sick of Jordieâs attitude. Lately all he seemed to care about was his imageâhis clothes, his car, spending time at the country club. Part of it was because of Cheryl. She was so shallow, she made Justin Bieber seem like a humanitarian. Jordie spent so much effort lately trying to impress Cheryl, it didnât leave much time for anything else.
It surprised me that Mario was arguing so much with Jordie. In the past Mario had always been the mediator, the one who stepped in to stop a fight, to calm everyone down. He hated it when I got into fightsâwould always try to talk me down before my temper was too far gone. But now Mario was angry, sick of Jordie and his bullshit.
Mario blew Jordie off and made like he was really into doing reps on the weight machines. Jordie turned to me. âAre you going to say something?â he asked.
âLike what?â I asked impatiently. âIâm not his dad.â
âHe listens to you.â
I laughed at that and shook my head. âYouâre wrong,â I said.
âYeah. He does,â Jordie said. âYou guys are besties. Youâre the only one he listens to.â
âYou say that like youâre jealous,â Mario said, his eyebrows twisted with a question. âAre you jealous of my relationship with Jaz?â
But Jordie wasnât taking the bait this time, was sick of Marioâs shit the same way I was. âShut up, Mario,â Jordie said. âYouâre not as funny as you think you are.â
âI wish you would both shut up,â I said, putting an end to the conversation.
As I lay back down on the weight bench, I noticed Chick was muttering to himself, talking under his breath so I couldnât hear what he was saying. This wasnât the first time I had noticed him talking to himself in a way that could attract curious stares from others. As long as he was with us he seemed okay, but when he was by himself and didnât know other people were watching, I would notice him carrying on, talking to himself while seemingly unaware of everyone else around him.
It wasnât like he was talking to an imaginary person. Maybe this was just how he worked things out, having a conversation with himself about things. It was normal ⦠for Chick, and I didnât usually pay it any mind. Most people are a little bit crazy. Some are just better at hiding it than others.
âChick,â I said to snap him out of it.
âYeah, Jaz?â he said, taking a few seconds to surface from his daze.
âYou okay to spot me?â I asked.
âYeah, sure. Of course.â He straightened his shoulders as he turned back to the weight bar above me. âJordieâs so mad,â he said.
âHeâll get over it,â I said. Chick didnât look convinced, still looked stressed out and like he might start crying. âHey, you got me?â I asked. âThis thingâs heavy. I donât want to drop it on my face.â
âYeah,â Chick said. âYeah, I got you.â
âStop worrying about Jordie and Mario,â I said.
âIâm not worried.â I knew Chick lying, that he was still really bothered by their fight, but I let it go, figuring it was like clouds passing over the sunâwe just had to wait it out. And even though I would turn out to be wrong about that, when I looked back later I didnât see how I could have known.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
Thursday after practice I had to go to the library to finish an assignment for school. Normally I would have used Jordieâs computer, but since he had started hanging out with Cheryl, I didnât see much of him outside of school and soccer. The Colonel hated it when I went over anyway, had always hated