said, grateful that she hadnât seen my cousin Kennethâs letter on the stationery with the embossed coronet at the top.
A week later as I was checking the identity cards on the more seriously wounded, I saw a head of red hair covered with a very bloody bandage and felt the shock of instant recognition. It was Rory, and I went quickly to him, looked at his card, and then said, âCan you hear me? Itâs Elspeth, my dear. Youâre home. In England.â
He opened his eyes. They were dazed with pain, but with a head wound, there was no relief that could be offered.
âElspeth?â He frowned, trying to see my face clearly. âIs it you?â
âYes, of course it is,â I said, smiling. I could see how a bullet had scraped his skull, the skin raw where the bandage ended. âWould you like some water?â
âWhy are you dressed like that?â he asked. âIs there a costume party?â And after a moment he added, âMy father did write, didnât he? Iâd forgot.â He fought the confusion, and then his mind cleared. âYes, Iâm very thirsty.â
I held him so that he could drink, and he said as he finished sipping the cool water, âYou shouldnât be doing this sort of work.â
âIâm good at it. I want to do it,â I told him. âPlease, Rory, donât tell your father. Itâs important to me.â
âAll right. I wonât give you away.â
âIs there any word of Bruce?â
âYes, thank God. He was a prisoner, but managed to escape.â
I felt a guilty rush of relief. So far our family had fared better than most. So many hadnât been as lucky.
And then I was called away. When I came back, Rory had been put on the train and there was no time to go and search for him.
I wanted to write to my cousin Kenneth that night, to tell him that Rory had been wounded but that I believed he wasnât in any danger. But how could I, without explaining where Iâd come by such information? I was supposed to be in Cornwall, not in Dover. The Army would inform him soon enough, surely.
I fought a battle with my conscience over my decision.
In the end, I asked Sister Tomlinson to write the letter. Curious, she wanted to know why I couldnât attend to it myself.
âAfter all, you saw this officer. You judged his condition.â
I hadnât realized that my decision to become a nursing Sister would be so fraught with peril. I was becoming quite adept at lying.
âI know his brother,â I said finally. âI shouldnât care to have the family think my letter was an attempt to curry favor.â
She laughed. âAn Earlâs son? Youâre remarkably foolish, Elspeth. How could you not wish to have them in your debt?â But she wrote the letter as I dictated it, and I was grateful.
There was always the possibility that with his multitude of contacts in the War Office, the Home Office, and the Foreign Office my cousin would hear that his ward was in the Nursing Service. And if he didnât approve, he could easily put an end to it. What I hoped was that by the time he discovered the truth, Iâd have had a chance to demonstrate my skill, to prove that I was a good nurse, something to weigh in the balance against his disapproval. A very small hope, but all I had.
The opportunity that Iâd been waiting for came sooner than expected. With only twenty-four hoursâ warning, seven of us were ordered to France to relieve Sisters who were being rotated home with the next convoy. I sent word to Mrs. Hennessey to hold my letters until I knew where Iâd be posted and boarded the next ship to make the crossing to Calais.
Chapter Five
T he first person I saw as we made our way out of Calais toward the Front was Henri Villard, arguing with a British officer in the middle of the road.
Our ambulance driver was on the point of sounding his horn when I put a hand on his