cute beagle for a pet.â
âYeah, sure.â
âDo you remember the bit where heâd line up to kick the football that Lucy was holding? Every time he gave it his all. Heâd race down the line and give a huge-ass kick, only to have Lucy pull the ball away at the last second. He landed on his back. Every. Single. Time.â
He moved closer again and I could smell the soap that still clung to his skin. I became aware of my body, how close it was to his, how large he was compared to me. I wasnât sure if I wanted to lean into him or run from his condo.
âI remember,â I managed to squeak out.
âYou remind me of Charlie Brown. Ready to race down that strip toward the football, ready to give it your all, knowing full well it might get yanked away at the last second. I wanted to let you know something.â This time when he shifted in, our lips were only a hairâs breadth apart. âIâm no Lucy.â
The timer on the stove went off. In a blink, Harrison was up and around the counter, pulling the pan from the oven.
Fuck.
Fuck, damn, shit, lying bastard.
He was a freaking Lucy. Except it wasnât a ball that was getting yanked.
We chatted about inconsequential stuff while he finished preparing supper. Iâm sure he intended to take the edge off, help me relax before the conversation took its inevitable turn toward sex, but it didnât work. As we sat down to eat, I couldnât help but admire his broad chest and the ease with which he moved. With every lift of his fork to his mouth, all I wanted to know was what it would be like to kiss him. Each time he reached for his glass, I wondered how hard heâd squeeze my breasts when having sex. When heâd reach for the rolls and I watched the muscles play along his exposed forearms, I fantasized about him pinning me to the mattress while he slammed into me.
âI have dessert. Chocolate cake.â
He was trying to kill me. âPlease tell me you didnât make this? I canât handle a man who can cook and bake.â
âYouâre safe. Store-bought.â
âThank God.â
I wanted to wait until he served the cake before I brought up the thing about rules. As pleasant as supper had been, I was getting tired of dancing around the reason I was here. The moment a microwave-heated chocolate lava cake was placed in front of me, I took a sip of wine, cleared my throat, and looked Harrison straight in the eye. âSo.â
âYes?â He picked up his fork and pushed a large, gooey bit into his mouth.
âI . . .â
He licked the back of the fork, giving me a wink. âI take it youâre ready to discuss your proposition?â
âHuh?â There was a smudge of chocolate on his bottom lip. I so wanted to lick that sucker clean. âRight. The cards.â
âDid you bring them?â
The damn things had been burning a hole in my pocket since Iâd put them there. âI know you said we should do them all in order, but that wasnât what Iâd planned. I mean, theyâre just ideas, suggestions to get me back out there into the land of the dating.â
I donât know why I was hesitating to show them to Harrison, but it was far harder than Iâd anticipated sliding them across the table. My chest tightened, making it necessary for me to consciously force myself to breathe. âSo yeah, this is them.â
Harrison didnât take them immediately. He continued to devour his lava cake, his gaze shifting between me and the cards with each bite. Only once heâd finished did he place his fork on the plate, set it aside, and pick up the index cards.
Looking for a distraction, I ate my own dessert in three gulps.
He sorted through the cards until he reached what I could only suspect was Day One. He licked his bottom lip. âNow I know what you were doing that afternoon I thought you were getting murdered.â
And there was my blush