you
may think about me, I want you to know that... that
this isn't something I do casually or routinely."
Softly he said, "It doesn't matter."
She looked at him then, turning only her head. "It
matters to me. It matters to me that you know that."
Moving carefully, he rested his hands on her
shoulders and brought her around to face him. "Do
you honestly think it was just a ride on the Ferris
wheel that brought us to this?"
As though to keep her lower lip from trembling,
she pulled it through her teeth and shook her head no.
Placing his arms around her, he drew her close and
hugged her. Just that. And he held her for a long time,
with his cheek resting on the crown of her head, toes
touching, sharing body heat. Barefoot, swaddled in
his T-shirt, she seemed smaller and daintier than before.
Embracing her like this made him feel virile and
protective. In fact, since meeting her, he had felt like
goddamn Conan.
He chuckled at the thought. She raised her head
from his chest and looked up at him. "What?"
"Nothing. Just thinking how good you make me
feel." Then his smile was replaced by a worried
frown. "What about you? Are you all right?"
She tilted her head in puzzlement. "Yes."
"I mean . . . with . . . you know."
"Oh." Her gaze dropped to his Adam's apple.
"Yes. Thank you for doing the responsible thing."
He kept a box of condoms in the nightstand
drawer. But never had one been so difficult to open
and put on. Embarrassed now by his clumsy
wrestling match with the stubborn thing, at a time
when he had wanted to be at his suavest, he muttered,
"In the nick of time."
Surprising him, she rested her hands on his chest
and stroked it lightly. Hardly above a whisper, she
said, "For me, too."
Desire was manifested in a low moan as he cupped
her chin in his hand and tilted her head back for his
kiss. Passions sparked again. Ignited. Burned. Hotter
than before.
The whispers intensified the intimacy.
"You like this."
"Yes."
"Too hard?"
"No."
"I didn't realize."
"Neither did I."
"I'm sorry."
"It didn't matter."
"But if I hurt you--"
"You didn't. You won't."
"Do you mind if..."
"No."
"Jesus. Look at you. Beautiful. You're already--'
"Yes."
"So--"
"Oh..."
"Wet."
"I'm sorry, sorry."
"Sorry?"
"Well, I mean ... you ..."
"Don't be sorry."
"Let me touch you."
"No, let me touch you."
CHAPTER
7
with steffi driving, she and smilow reached
Roper Hospital in record time.
"How many did they say?" she asked as they
jogged across the emergency room parking lot toward
the building. She had missed the details when
she left the hotel conference room to retrieve her car.
She had picked up Smilow at the main entrance to
Charles Towne Plaza.
"Sixteen. Seven adults, nine children. They belong
to a touring church choir from Macon, Georgia. They
ate lunch early in the hotel restaurant before setting
out on an afternoon walking tour of downtown. They
returned a couple hours later, after the kids began getting
sick."
"Stomach cramps? Vomiting? Diarrhea?"
"All of the above."
"You don't forget food poisoning if you've ever
had it. I did once. Cream of mushroom soup from a
reputable deli."
"They traced this back to a marinara meat sauce
that was used on the pizza the kids ate. It was also on
the pasta special."
Almost at a run, they entered the hospital emergency room. For a Saturday night, the waiting room
was relatively calm, but there were a few patients. A
uniformed cop was guarding a man in handcuffs. The
man had a bloody bath towel wrapped around his
head like a turban. His eyes were closed and he was
moaning, while his wife provided laconic answers to
a nurse's standard questions regarding medical history.
A young mother and father were trying in vain
to pacify their crying infant. An elderly man was sitting
alone, sobbing into a handkerchief for no apparent
reason. A