look at him. She had no more than settled the kids in their chairs when Ben leaped up from his seat and moved to throw his arms around Kimmie.
âWeâre twins,â he announced to Hutch.
âTwins!â Kimmie cried, and hugged Ben back.
âThey share the same birthday,â Jane explained as she sat down, her tone letting him know that she was ignoring everything that had just passed between them, the laughter, that brief moment of connection, his recognition that far more lay below the surface than she could or would reveal. âTheyâve gotten it into their heads that means theyâre twins.â
âWe are,â Ben said firmly, brooking no argument.
âTwins,â Kimmie confirmed.
âTheyâve been inseparable ever since they met,â Jane said in that plain, not-giving-anything-away tone, her gaze fixed firmly on the cheesy elbow noodle on the end of her fork as if it held the key to the secret of the universe. âItâs the main reason I moved in here with Ashley. Itâs been hard forââ
She broke off. Put her fork down. Her breathing had quickened. She kept her head down, refusing to let him see her face.
Hutch wished he could speak. He wanted to press her and find out what was so hard that it had led her here. She seemed like a proud woman, but she hid an ugly secret. It practically oozed from her pores.
That scar . . .
Maybe it was better that he couldnât ask her questions without tracking down his Magic Slate. Maybe it was better not to know. He didnât like people prying around in his head. What business did he have to dig around in hers?
Finally, she shot him a quick glance, but there was nothing in it. Sheâd mastered whatever emotion it was that had momentarily choked her up. âDonât you like mac and cheese?â
He nodded. Heâd been so busy trying to read her body language that he hadnât taken a bite.
âI could make something else.â
He shook his head, silently mouthed, Itâs fine .
âDo you . . .â She motioned at her throat. âHave trouble swallowing?â
In answer, he took a bite, swallowed, made an exaggerated âmmmâ face that had the kids giggling again. He and Jane ate in silence while the children chattered about Christmas. Heâd never seen two kids of the same age get along so well.
âMommy, can me and Kimmie have the candy Santa gave us?â Ben asked.
âFirst, eat your green beans.â
Ben looked like he might argue, but after a stern look from his mother, he popped a green bean in his mouth and chewed as he idly kicked the rungs of his chair. Kimmie eyed him, nudged the green beans off her plate, and then looked over at Jane, challenging her.
âYou too, Kimmie,â she said mildly.
Kimmie wrinkled her nose, rested her elbow on the table, let her shoulders drop into a sag. âI donât wike green beans.â
âYou ate green beans last week and said you loved them,â Jane said in a kind, affectionate tone.
âThat was before.â Kimmie poked at a green bean with a chubby little finger.
Jane set her fork down, gave Kimmie her full attention. âBefore what, sweetheart?â
âYou know.â Kimmie shrugged and her eyelashes misted with tears. âBefore my mommy went to visit Santa.â
Jane reached across the table to pat Kimmieâs hand. She didnât make false promises or excuses for Ashley. A tear rolled down his nieceâs face and she ducked her head.
It hit Hutch exactly what he was up against. Until Ashley decided to come home, Kimmie was his total responsibility. He thought of everything involved in taking care of a kid, meals and baths and taking her to and from school. Regular bedtimes and doctor appointments and making sure she brushed her teeth. It was hard work and he was in no shape to take on the task. It was the stuff of Hollywood comedies, a maimed soldier with PTSD in