much TV,â she said. âNot in St. Clair. Oh, theyâve got a satellite dish at Harryâs Place, where the fellows go to watch football, and down at the motel, I guess, but TV is sort of frowned on around here.â
âOh,â Jesse said, nonplussed. Never in his life had he been to a place that didnât have much TV. He sat down at the kitchen table and raised his drink. âWill you join me?â
âSure,â she said, and poured herself a bourbon and water. She peeked under a pot lid, then sat down and sipped her drink. âYou think weâre missing anything by not having TV?â
âWell, I guess youâre missing the news and some movies and a few good programs,â he replied. âBut youâre missing a hell of a lot of junk, too, and, on balance, Iâd guess Carey might be better off without it.â
âThatâs sort of what I thought,â she said.
âWhen I was a kid we didnât have a TV for a long time,â Jesse said, then stopped himself. He was about to start talking about Jesse Warden instead of Jesse Barron, and he couldnât have that.
âStrict father?â
âThatâs it.â
âI had one of those, too. If he could see me now, sitting in my kitchen with a strange man whoâs just moved into my house, sipping whiskey with him, heâd roll over in his grave.â
âYouâve always lived in St. Clair?â
She nodded. âAlways.â
âHave you traveled much? Seen any of the country?â
âIâve been to Boise half a dozen times,â she said, âand once I went to Seattle to visit my motherâs sister. Thatâs about it.â
âIs your mother still alive?â
âNo, she died before my father did, when I was fifteen.â
âWhat did your father do?â
âHe worked out at Wood Products, like everybody else.â
âThatâs been here a long time, has it?â
âSure has; all of my life and before. Herman Mullerâs daddy came here from Germany to farm, and when he died, Herman sold the farm and started that business. Itâs grown and grown. Soaked up just about all the farm boys around here.â She talked while gazing out the window into the middle distance.
Jesse took in her fine profile and the gray in her hair, and he wanted her. âGirls as beautiful as you are donât usually stay in small towns,â he said.
âWhy, thank you sir,â she said, raising her glass to him. âI havenât heard anything that nice for a long while.â She sighed. âOnce, when I was twenty-one or twenty-two, I was putting some gas in my car and a fellow in a Mercedes pulled into the filling station, got out and gave me his card. He was with Paramount Pictures, he said, and he wanted to put me in the movies.â
âThat doesnât surprise me in the least,â Jesse said. âWhat did you say to him?â
âShoot, I didnât say anything. I just paid for my gas and got out of there!â
Jesse laughed aloud, and it suddenly occurred to him that he had not laughed in at least two years. A rush of well-being came with the laugh.
âI think Iâve still got his card somewhere,â she said, blushing.
Jesse laughed again.
âI like the way you talk,â she said.
âYou mean, my hillbilly accent?â
âYes. Thereâs nothing like it in St. Clair. Everything has a sort of sameness about it around here.â
âSeems like a beautiful part of the country.â
âI guess it is. You tend not to notice when itâs all youâve seen all your life. Whatâs it like where you come from?â
âWeâve got mountains, too, but smaller ones, with lots of pine trees.â
âHow about the town?â
âNot very different from this one, but not so neat. I think most American small towns are alike.â
She started to say something, but