tightrope. So he watches everything real close.â
âOh.â
âNow, we were talking about Sartreâs central premise, that we are alone; that there are no absolute moral standards to guide us.â¦â
Dan grinned in the dark, and settled in to begin his military education.
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WHEN the boatswainâs pipe drilled through the metal walls, he burrowed deeper into the bunk. But only for a moment. You learned the first week at Bancroft Hall to roll your unwilling body out no matter how much it craved sleep. He threw back his sheetâit was heavy with sweatâand dangled his bare feet over the edge, yawning and looking down.
The junior officersâ stateroom was eight feet by seven. Four bunks were stacked vertically along the bulkhead. He blinked down from the topmost at a slowly slanting tile deck, a 1944-style steel washbasin, dented sheet-metal lockers. The overhead, at his eye level, was a dusty jumble of cable runs, piping, valves, and stuffing tubes. He wiped perspiration from his hair, recalling a shred of dream; heâd been wandering in a hell of dripping pipes and hissing valves, offering his soul for water. But there were no takers.
âHey, Mark, Tom. Reveille. You guys getting up?â
âIn a minute.â
âUh.â
He contemplated caulking off for a few more seconds, too, then told himself sternly that he had a division to take over this morning. He groped for a handhold and swung himself out, hung for a moment, then dropped to the deck.
It seared his bare soles. He hopped about wildly. âOuch! Goddamn!â
âUse my slippers,â a sleepy voice muttered. âBy the shitcan. Weâre right over the fireroom here.â
He danced into the shower thongs, still cursing. Still, it was better than enlisted berthing. They bunked five deep, forty in a compartment. He shaved quickly and pulled on a set of wash khakis. He set the gold bars at the collar, considered, then added his midshipman-issue name tag. He checked himself in the mirror, rubbed the bill of his cap with his sleeve, and slid out into the corridor.
The wardroom was in full swing for breakfast, hot, crowded, noisy. He squeezed in between Talliaferro and a sleepy-looking Ken Trachsler, whoâd been in CIC during the midwatch. Coffee came by and he sloshed a cup full, yawning so hard his jaw cracked. The wardroom began to tilt. Beside him, Trachsler balanced his mug; above him, Mabalacat steadied himself with a hand to the table as he set down hash and eggs. When Dan pricked the yellow hemispheres with a fork, an orange stream made for the edge of his dish.
âWhereâd that one come from?â
âGetting âem on the starboard bow now.â
âA love tap. Wait till we hit fifty-five, sixty, they get some fetch behind them.â
âHowâd your watch go?â Talliaferro asked him.
âNot bad, uh, Ed.â
âWhat are you guys standing up there?â
âOne in three. Four hours on, eight off.â
âThatâs what weâve got down the hole, too. Be nice to get back to one in four someday.â
While he was wondering where âthe holeâ was, Norden came in, small and blond and glittering, and sat across the table from him. Heâd shaved this morning; he looked perky and inspection-ready. âBacon, eggs, grits,â he said to the steward.
âNo bacon. Hash today.â
âThatâs what I said, hash. Howâd it go, Dan?â
âOkay. It was real pretty last night.â
âClouds?â
âSome light cover toward dawn.â
âYou getting settled in?â
âYes, sir. But Iâm short on uniforms. I didnât figure on getting under way the day I reported in.â
âStop by small stores,â said Cummings from along the table. Dan hadnât seen the acting supply officer come in. âI can issue you some underwear and
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