We climbed up steep trails and down steep trails. We wound around the sides of mountains under rock cliffs and we surrounded swamps full of mud and briars. Places the growth was so thick we walked in the creek to avoid the tangles. Weâd see a little cabin in the distance and your Grandpa would lead us way around the clearing.
âThem people donât care if weâre on the way to the West,â I said. âThey might invite us to stay the night.â
âYou never know who they might be,â he said. âIâve heard of people that lived along the road and made their living by robbing travelers. They might kill us just to see what we had.â He seemed to grow more suspicious as we went along. Before, he was the kind of man that trusted people. And now he was afraid that everybody was going to rob us. He hadnât seemed like hisself since we left the gold mine. But I think it was his concern for me. To have a young wife made him afraid. Men donât have much confidence in women, and it makes them nervous to be responsible for a wife or daughter. Men feel women expose them to danger.
âThey sure is a lot of high mountains protecting the Holsten,â I said.
âThatâs why the land is cheap for the taking,â your Grandpa said. âOtherwise the place would be all settled.â
It come up the spring rains a few days after we left the gold diggings. I never seen such rain, and we was right in the middle of it. When youâre exposed to rain for hours it seems to soak into your bones. Everything we had got wet. After a day or two it was like the rain had washed all the strength out of my body and soul. The rain just kept coming down like a waterfall, and we gotslower and slower. With my hair and clothes soaked, and my feet in the mud, I felt like a poor shivering dog.
One night we found a cave and started a fire with some dusty pine wood somebody had left there. Mostly the wood outside was too wet to catch a spark. Weâd had to eat whatever we had raw. It was such a relief to get to the cave and cook some corn cakes and a possum Realus had killed. We roasted the possum on a stick. I missed my pots and pans that had been left back at the gold camp.
It seemed like the rain would never stop. I put up sticks in the cave and dried some of my clothes. Everything had a musty smell. It was like the world was going to melt and rot, even if it didnât wash away. The woods floor was covered with mushrooms and moldy patches, mostly these mushrooms that look like jelly and slimy cups.
Children, that was the first time in my life I thought I was going to take the miseries and the all-overs at once. My bones felt sore and the rain on my head had give me the headache. And I felt a cold coming on in my throat and nose. Everything was going wrong, and we still wasnât to the Holsten.
âHow much further is it?â I said.
âPetal, I wanted to surprise you,â your Grandpa said. âBut weâre already on the Holsten.â
âHow long till we get to your place?â
âMaybe in a couple of days, if the rain stops.â
That cheered me up a little, even with my headache. We built a kind of ditch at the mouth of the cave to keep water from running in from the rocks above. They wasnât nothing to set on but an old log the Indians must have pulled into the cave. I sorted through everything we had left. We had just a skillet and a kittle, one knife and two soup bowls.
While we waited for the rain to stop, Realus carved me three spoons out of maple. And he made a spatula of oak for turning hoecakes. He killed a turkey and a deer and we eat plenty. I rubbed deer grease on the new spoons and spatula to season them.
Realus sorted through the tools heâd took off the horse. He had left his shovel at the digging and the other tools had rusted in the rain. He went down to the creek and got the flattest rock he could find and sharpened everything,
Simon Eliot, Jonathan Rose