Free Reckless Heat: A Hostile Operations Team Prequel by Lynn Raye Harris Page B

of it’s mortification heating my blood.
    “Oh hell, you have no idea how much that turns me on.”
    And then he lowers his head and his tongue touches me right in the center of all that heat. I moan. I can’t help it.
    “Evie, damn, you are so sweet,” he murmurs, the vibration of his voice against me making the sensation even more intense.
    I don’t think I breathe through much of it. Well, of course I breathe, but I feel like all I’m doing is moaning and whimpering. Matt licks every sensitive spot I have. He presses the flat of his tongue against me and then flicks my clitoris again and again.
    The pressure inside me is incredible. I’m so wet I feel the moisture trickle onto my thighs. Or maybe that’s him. I don’t know, but I do know that my orgasm rolls over me like a tsunami that I never see coming. I mean, yes, I expect an orgasm, especially since I’ve never had a guy eat me out before, but this… Whoa, this.
    It makes sweat break out on my skin. It makes my back arch and my legs shake. It makes me scream and gasp and sob.
    Never— never have I felt anything like this before.
    When I stop shaking, when I finally open my eyes and meet the gaze of the boy I love so much, he’s grinning down at me.
    “Good?”
    All I can do is nod. Matt unbuttons his jeans and takes them off. His erection springs up, big and hard and foreign. Yes, I know what a penis looks like. I’ve never touched one though.
    I reach for him, surprised at how hot and smooth he is. He grips my hand and wraps it around him, and I’m surprised again at the feel of a hard penis. It’s kinda, I don’t know, rubbery in a way. Not soft or flimsy, but smooth and living and flexible in the sense that it springs back when you squeeze it.
    “That’s amazing,” I say.
    He makes a choked sound as I tighten my grip again.
    “Yeah,” he says tightly. “Amazing.”
    He reaches for something, and then he’s tearing open a foil packet, pulling out a condom. I let him go while he rolls it on. He settles between my thighs, holding himself up with one hand on the seat back and one pressing down beside my head.
    “It’ll hurt a little,” he says.
    “I know.”
    “I’ll go slow, but I can’t make it not hurt at all.”
    I settle my hands on his sides. “I know. It’s okay.”
    He lowers his head and kisses me. I taste myself on him. It’s odd in a way and so incredibly special too. It isn’t bad… just different.
    He kisses me deeply—and then I feel him, the head of his penis at my entrance. My heart beats a crazy rhythm and my body shakes. This is it. Really and truly it. The moment when Matt and I are joined together. The moment he’ll know the truth about us.
    His entry isn’t as easy as I hoped. Yes, I’m very wet, but there’s still a barrier that he reaches almost immediately. His fingers slide up my side, gently pinch a nipple. The sensation is pleasurable, exciting.
    And yet I’m so focused on his body entering mine that I can’t relax as much as I should. I want this so much, and I don’t want to fail.
    “It’s okay, Evie,” he says against my lips. “It’s going to be so good when I’m inside you. Just relax.”
    He stops tweaking my nipple and moves to my clitoris. When he touches me there, it’s like he set off an explosion inside me. I don’t come, but I feel his touch in every nerve ending, every cell. My legs go weak—
    And he pushes deeper into me. There’s a sting of pain as he moves forward, and then the sting stops and he slides completely inside me.
    “Wow,” he whispers. “Oh fucking wow.”

Chapter Nineteen
    MATT
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    N o , this is not my first time. Not even close to my first time. But holy shit, it feels fucking amazing. I’ve been with a virgin before—when I was still a virgin too—and it didn’t feel like this at all. That was exciting and amazing in its own way, but it wasn’t like this.
    I feel like I’m on top of the world right now. I feel safe for some inexplicable