she went to see Marianne. Her sister was making lists of parcels of food and clothing and toys to be sent to her tenants at Westlake, since she would be at Carrington for Christmas.
âYou look like you havenât slept a wink,â Marianne said, laying down her pen and dismissing the faithful Northcott, who would travel to Westlake in the earlâs and countessâs stead to see their wishes carried out.
âIâve come to tell you that I have ended my betrothal to Lord Kelton,â Miranda said without preamble. âI hope you will not try to change my mind. No doubt the news will be all over London by noon tomorrow, and thereâs bound to be embarrassing gossip and speculation.â
Marianne sighed and got to her feet. âOh, Miranda. Iâm sorry. I canât help but think this is my fault. I thought he would be the perfect match for you. Would you have chosen him if I hadnât pressed you?â
Miranda swallowed, studied the finger where Keltonâs ring had been. Her hand felt free and light without it. âI chose him to make you happy, and to please Grandfather. You were all so eager to see me married. I didnât want to disappoint any of you, or make Grandfather come to Town for another Season next year. I thought Kelton would make a good husband. But he hasnât even made a good fiancé.â She regarded her sister fiercely. âI am causing you much disappointment and scandal, and for that I am sorry, but I do not feel any dismay at breaking things off with Kelton. Never that.â
She braced for Marianneâs argument, but Marianne came and took her hands, led her to the window seat, tucked a wayward blond curl behind Mirandaâs ear. âI wanted nothing but your happiness. I would face any scandal for you.â She dabbed tears from her eyes. âAdam would say that since I am the cause of so much scandal, I should be an expert at navigating through the storm of consequences. What do you wish to do? I will stand by you.â
âI wish to go to Carrington Castleânow, today,â Miranda said.
âThere is no need to run away. We are Archers. We will face this together no matter what happens, though I think his lordship is entirely in the wrongââ
âI am not running away, Marianne, though I considered it. I must see Grandfather, tell him myself before he finds out some other way.â
Marianne leapt to her feet. âYouâre perfectly right. Weâll go this afternoon. Grandfather is bound to read of this as soon as the London papers are delivered to Carrington. He has learned to expect scandal from one of us every time he opens the Times .â
âNo, Marianne, Iâm not a child anymore. I wish to go alone. It is my responsibility, since it was my decision to end my betrothal.â
Marianne paused with her hand hovering over the bell pull. She studied her sisterâs face for a moment. âOh, Miranda, you truly are all grown up, arenât you? This is a womanâs decision, not a debutanteâs or a girlâs. Are you sure?â
Miranda raised her chin. âCan you arrange a coach for me?â
Marianne hesitated. âThis wonât be easy, even if Carrington takes the news well. In a few days, the whole family and everyone of consequence within a hundred miles will be descending upon the castle, expecting a wedding.â
âI know. Thatâs why I must get there as quickly as possible, so I can smooth things over and help Grandfather make other arrangements.â
Marianne pulled the bell and came to hug her sister. âIâm proud of you. Weâll get through this together, all of us.â
Marianneâs maid arrived and curtsied. âEliza, would you help Lady Mirandaâs maid pack? Sheâll be leaving for Carrington Castle this afternoon. Please ask John Coachman to come and see me for instructions, and Iâll be there in a little while to help