âI dinna do cuddling.â
âThatâs for the best, I suppose,â she said. âYou offered to wait until tomorrow to consummate the vows if I wished. Well, I do wish to wait. Iâm not ready tonight.â
And if she could find another way out of this situation, perhaps she would never need to be.
She laid a row of cushions down the center of the bed, carefully dividing it into two sides:
His, and hers.
âIs that truly supposed to stop me?â He fell back on the bed, on his sideâÂpeering over the pillow wall at her with amusement. âI fully intended to have my wicked way with you. But now thereâs this cushion, so . . .â
She burrowed under the coverlet, drawing it up to her neck.
âNow that you mention it,â he went on, âI dinna know how this strategy escaped Napoleonâs notice. If only heâd erected a barricade of feathers and fabric, we Highlanders wouldna have known how to get over it.â
âI donât expect the pillows to keep you out,â she said. âTheyâre merely a guard against anything accidental happening.â
âAh.â He drew out the syllable. âWe canna have any accidental happenings.â
âExactly. I might roll over in the night, and I know how you feel about cuddling. I should hate to take advantage of you.â
âMinx.â He sat up in bed and plucked the cushion from between them. âIâm here now. Iâm flesh and blood, and Iâm your husband. Iâll be damned if Iâll give up my place to a pillow.â
She held her breath. What would he do?
âIâll sleep on the floor,â he said.
He took that pillow and the spare quilt from the end of the bed and began to arrange a pallet near the hearth.
Maddie told herself to be happyâÂit was safer that way.
Instead, she couldnât keep from stupidly worrying about his comfort. The floor would be cold and hard, and heâd been traveling. Physical nearness was one kind of danger, but caring about him would be even worse.
âWeâre adults with an understanding,â she said. âYouâre welcome to share the bed. No barricade required. Iâll stay on my side and youâll stay on yours.â
âIâll sleep on the floor. I prefer it.â
âYou prefer the floor to a bed?â
âAt the moment, mo chridhe, I prefer the floor to you.â
Horrid man.
âYou said you want to wait,â he went on. âIâd like to think my honor makes a stronger barrier than pillows. But tonight, it wouldna be prudent to put that theory to the test.â
After a moment, she said, âI see.â
He folded the quilt in half, spreading it on the floor. âItâs no matter. I slept on the ground for my first ten years of life. Never once in a bed.â
âTen years of the floor?â
âTen years of the cowshed or the sheep pasture, most accurately. Before the vicar took me in, I was an orphan raised on the charity of the parish. I stayed with whichever family would keep meâÂand that meant whoever needed a hand with the sheep or cattle that season. I tended the animals, day and night. In exchange, I had my morning parritch and a crust or two at night.â
Oh, no. This entire exchange was one step forward, two steps back. A mild insultâÂexcellent. He abandoned her bed for the floorâÂbetter. But now, this tragic tale of orphan woe? It ruined everything.
How was she supposed to remember to dislike him when she was picturing a hungry, lanky boy with reddish-Âbrown hair, shivering on the frosted ground all alone?
Maddie wanted to clap her hands over her ears and tra-Âla-Âla to drown out the pounding beat of her heart.
Instead, she punched her pillow a few times to soften it. âSleep well, Captain MacSurly.â
What had she done? Just when it seemed she couldnât pay enough ways for telling one silly
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