lifting my bow. I waited, staring into the gloom, my gaze darting over the terrain of trees and brush.
I held myself still, ears straining.
No other sound came. I didnât hear the sloughing, wet breath of a dweller. No dragging steps. Not even the rotting, loamy odor that signaled they were close.
A shape materialized, only slightly less dark than the ink of night. I pulled my arrow taut, the pull of string a sweet, faintly audible creak near my ear.
âDonât shoot.â
A shock wave rippled through me. âLuna?â
She stopped before me. She was garbed in trousers again.
âWhat are you doing here?â I demanded, my voice a low hiss.
âComing with you.â She actually smiled.
âNo. Youâre not.â
She propped a hand on her hip. âIt looks like I already am.â
I lowered my bow and pointed beyond her. Shaking my head, I realized the motion was lost on her. I dropped my hand. âGo back.â
âNo,â she answered evenly. âWeâve already covered this much ground, and itâs almost midlight. Why send me back now?â
âWhy are you even here? I said I would fetch the nisanââ
âBecause we need to know where it grows. After you leave, we may have need of it again.â
âAnd you couldnât have pointed that bit of logic out sooner? So Sivo could have joined me and not you?â
At this, her smile broadened. âI could have.â
âYou said nothing deliberately.â
She shrugged a thin shoulder. âI need to know these thingsfor myself, too. I canât rely on Sivo for everything.â
I cursed. She blinked as though my colorful speech was something new, and I supposed it was. Her guardians had spent all these years sheltering her.
I sighed and dragged a hand through my hair, scanning the horizon. She was right though. They wouldnât be around forever. What would become of her?
I ignored the voice inside that reminded me this wasnât my problem and snapped, âFine.â
She smiled again, her lips curving wide to reveal bone-white teeth. âStop smiling so much,â I grumbled, turning away.
She followed close behind me, moving noiselessly. âYou walk like youâre part of the night.â The words escaped me like an accusation. It didnât make sense to me. How could a sightless girl be so proficient at maneuvering this terrain?
âI am part of it,â she replied. âArenât you?â
âIâm not a part of anything.â Not anymore. I started to think about those days when I was, but stopped myself from going there. I wasnât that boy anymore. I couldnât be him ever again.
âWill you be a part of Allu?â
My reply was immediate. âI have to be.â
âBut what if youâre not? What if itâs not like you think?â
I held silent at the question, letting it drape over the night, sinking into the dark abyss through which we waded.
âHow do you even know that place is real?â she pressed.
âAllu exists. Itâs on every map. Itâs always been there.â
âYes, Iâm aware. Iâve studied my geography and history. Buthow do you know itâs free of dwellers?â
I hesitated before saying, âItâs all Iâve ever heard. Everything Iâve ever been told. That gives some weight to the stories.â
âHave you met anyone whoâs ever actually been there? And returned to tell of it?â
âWho would ever wish to come back once they reached Allu? Why would they risk themselves?â It was ironic hearing myself use Bethanâs logic. She had been chipping away at my resolve near the end. I had started making plans for us to leave. A bitter irony now that it was too late for her.
âHm.â There was a wealth of meaning in that single sound. She doubted. Just as I once had. âChildhood is full of fairy tales. I had my share, too. What