Free Sasha's Dilemma by T. Smith Page B

him a kiss on
the cheek and tell him I’ll see him tomorrow. I look up towards
the balcony and I see Josh watching me. My feelings are conflicted.
My head is everywhere; I don’t even remember the drive home.
    My mind won’t stop racing
one-hundred miles an hour and I can’t sleep, so I’m in my
pyjamas watching a movie when there is a knock at the door. Lola
probably forgot her key. I get up to answer it and I’m
surprised to find Josh standing there looking gorgeous as ever. His
mouth drops open and I remember I’m only wearing a t-shirt with
undies underneath. The shirt is quite fitting and shows the shape of
my body and you can see my ass in the undies I’m wearing. Just
great.
    “Well, if you answer the
door wearing this every time, I might pop around more often.”
    “I didn’t know it was
you. I thought it would be Lola.”
    “Oh, no, she and Blake
retired to his bedroom about an hour ago. I don’t think they’re
going to come out of there any time soon.”
    “Why are you here?” I
ask in confusion.
    “Well, beautiful, I wanted
to finish what I started,” he says still smirking and eyeing me
up and down.
    “I’m not one of your
booty calls, Josh,” I say with my hand on my hip.
    “Oh, don’t I know it,”
he mutters.
    “What’s that meant to
mean?”
    “Nothing, may I come in?”
    “I’m about to go to
bed, Josh. I’m not in the mood for talking,” especially
since I know you saw my conversation with Dylan ,
I add silently.
    “Oh, that’s fine. I’m
not in the mood for talking either.”
    With that, he walks in, picks me
up, and shuts the front door. He slams his lips down on mine and
walks to my room. I know I should be stopping this, but the things he
makes me feel are just so incredible. I never want them to stop, plus
the sex is the best I’ve ever had.
    The sex is different from last
time. He takes him time like it’s the last time he will see me
naked. He kisses and touches every part of my body and it’s
exhilarating. He makes me feel so incredibly beautiful.
    After round two, I’m
exhausted and just want to go to bed. I’m not sure if I should
kick him out or let him stay. I know he will want to talk eventually,
and I’m so not in the mood for it. I roll off him and onto the
bed. He pulls me in so our bodies are flush together. We fit so
perfectly. He starts running his hands up and down my arms and soon
I’m drifting into sleep.
    Just before I fall into oblivion,
I hear him whisper against my hair, “Don’t hurt me, Sash.
I think I’m falling for you.”
    I wake to Josh coming out of the
shower wearing nothing but a towel around his waist. He sees me and
smirks, and I have to check for drool.
    “I made you breakfast and a
coffee. I’ve put it next you.”
    I look over and there is a bagel
and strawberries. I grab a strawberry and put it in my mouth. When I
look back at Josh, he has dropped his towel and is now walking back
to the bed, fully naked and glorious. He makes me start breathing
heavy just by looking at him. He crawls up my body on the bed and
starts to kiss me. I just melt into him as he makes his way down my
neck. I turn my head to give him better access and I see the alarm
clock. I jump, remembering I need to get ready for work or I’m
going to be late.
    “I have to get ready for
work,” I tell him in a panic, but he just ignores me and
continues kissing me.
    “Don’t go,” he
murmurs into my neck. I push him off me and jump out of bed.
    “I have to go. I need all
the hours I can get for prac for my course,” I try to explain
to him. I head into the bathroom and jump into the shower. The door
creaks open and he pulls the curtain back and sits on the toilet
seat.
    “So, you want to go out for
dinner tonight?” he asks.
    I stare at him and then pull back
the curtain.
    “I can’t. Don’t
know what time I finish,” I tell him because I don’t want
to tell him I already have plans with Dylan; although, I’m
thinking I might just break things