his teammates? The rain had let up, at least, but still she couldnât really hear what he was saying.
He lifted her off his shoulder and set her down gently.
âLean against the tree,â he said, placing her hand against it.
He crouched at her feet again, and she could hear the zippers on his pack. Then he stood up and rested a hand on her shoulder.
âTo our east is a tree line. You see it?â His voice sounded only slightly strained, as though heâd just taken a brisk walk instead of a long run through a forest carrying a hundred-thirty-pound weight.
She was about to tell him she couldnât see a damn thing, but then she squinted into the dimness and noticed a dark shadow against a slightly lighter sky. There had to be a break in the clouds somewhere to allow the hint of moonlight.
He shifted her around until she was directly facing the trees. âSee it?â
âYes.â
âJust beyond that tree line is the beach. The land dips in and makes a small cove. Thatâs our new extract point.â
She tried to make sense of that. âThe cove.â
âWeâre going to swim out and wait for the helo.â
She turned to face him, sure sheâd misheard him. âWeâre going to swim ââ
âTheyâll drop down the rescue basket, weâll load you in, get you up in the bird.â
Emmaâs heart skittered. He couldnât be serious.
âDonât worry, Iâm a good swimmer.â
She actually laughed at him. It was that or cry.
A good swimmer? That was probably something of an understatement given his profession. But his swimming ability did nothing to alleviate the cold, slimy ball of fear forming in her stomach.
Someone eased up beside them in the dark.
âWe ready?â he asked, and she recognized Jakeâs voice.
âAlmost.â Ryan handed him his pack.
Of course. Ryan couldnât swim with a pack on his back because he was going to be swimming with her instead.
This plan was insane.
âRyan, this is impossible. You guys go without me.â
He chuckled softly.
âIâm totally serious.â
âThis time, Iâll carry you in front,â he said. âThe beach is narrow here. Weâll cross the sand and enter the water, and at about a meter deep, weâll shift to a lifesaving carry. Got it?â
Another shadow appeared, either Ethan or Lucas. âWe got four hostiles on the south end of the beach. Looks like we might be in for a hot extract.â
âFuck.â
âTime to move, bro.â
The other men disappeared, and Emma looked at Ryan. âWhatâs that mean? Hot extract?â
âMeans we might be getting a friendly send-off. You ready?â
âNo. Ryan, listen to me.â She found his hand and clutched it. âIf I die tonightââ
âYouâre not going to die tonight.â
âIf I fallââ
âI wonât let you fall.â
âListen to me!â She dug her nails into his palm. âIf anything happens, I need you to find my father. Tell him Iâm sorry for what I said at Christmas. Tell him I love him.â
âYou can tell him yourself.â
âRyan, promise me youâll tell him.â
He settled his hands on her shoulders. âI know youâre scared.â
âIâm not scared, Iâm just . . . realistic. This will never work. Itâs raining, and my ankleâs injured, and I canât swim fastââ
âYou donât have to swim at all. Iâve got you.â
She gazed up at him. Where did he get this absurd confidence? Men with guns might be waiting out there to shoot them, and it was a very real possibility that after theyâd come all this way to find her and rescue her, they might not make it out of here alive.
âJust hold on to me, okay?â
She stared up at his dark silhouette, wishing she could see his eyes. Maybe it was adrenaline