Free When We Were Us (Keeping Score, #1) by Tawdra Kandle Page B

gently.  Whatever angst he had been dealing with was passing, and he looked more himself.  “I can take care of myself.”  He hesitated and then added, “Besides, if it had been Jesse in the middle of those boys, would you have run to save him?”
    Abby flushed pink.  I stared down at my feet, kicking at the line of white paint on the bumpy asphalt.  This was a total Nat thing.  Whatever crossed his mind was pretty much what he said.  Abby and I were used to it, but lately, it was making both of us more uncomfortable.  Sometimes we didn’t know how to answer him. 
    Now Abby’s mouth twisted as she tried to say the right thing.  “Of course I would.  You’re both my friends, and I wouldn’t let anyone hurt you if I could help it.”
    “Maybe,” Nat said bleakly.  “But Jesse wouldn’t need your help.  That’s what you’re thinking, isn’t it?”
    The bell rang at that moment, and we all automatically turned toward the school building.  Nat began moving in his normal jerky gait.  Abby didn’t follow him right away.  I couldn’t read the expression on her face, but I could tell that she wasn’t happy. 
    “C’mon, Ab,” I said finally.  “We don’t be the last ones in.  Do you know where to line up?”
    She shrugged and started walking.  Nat was far enough ahead of us that I didn’t think he could hear our conversation.
    “Do you think he’s right?” Abby asked me.  “Was I wrong?  Should I have let them beat him up?” 
    “No.  I don’t know.  I don’t think they were going to be beat him up, they were just being, you know, trying to be cool or whatever.  They were mostly teasing.”
    “What if it had been you?” she persisted.  “What would you have done?”
    This was harder question.  No one had ever bullied me in school.  I slid a sideways glance at Abby, wondering how much she really wanted to know.
    “I guess I would have just talked to them.  Tried to get them to cool it.  They’d probably stop if someone stood up to them.”
    Other kids were forming lines that snaked out along the brick walls.  Abby and I caught up with Nat, and we paused, trying to figure out which line we were supposed join. 
    “Fifth graders on the far left!” A pretty young teacher was standing on the concrete steps, calling out instructions to the milling crowd.  The three of us walked to the left, keeping our steps slower to match Nat’s. 
    For the first time, we were all three in different classes.  At Marian Johnson, there were only two classes per grade, so every year at least two of us were together.  We separated into our assigned lines.  Nat never looked back at us.  He stood in the back of his line, his eyes fixed on the back of the girl who stood in front of him.  Abby looked from him to me and back again.  She was still worried.
    I caught her eye and shrugged.  There wasn’t any mid-morning recess at Herbert Andrews Elementary, so we’d have to wait for lunch to see each other again.  Abby’s class was the first to go into the building, followed by Nat’s line.  I watched them leave me behind.
    Chapter 2:  Abby
    When Nat, Jesse and I say we’ve been friends since before we were born, it’s true.  Everyone thinks we’re exaggerating or being funny, but we’re not.  See, our moms all went to the same birth class, where people go to learn what it’s like to have a baby.  For my mom and Nat’s, it was their first time having a baby, so they really needed the class.  But Jesse’s mom already had two boys, so she always says she was just there for a refresher course.  I guess she had forgotten how to do it, which sounds weird, but why else would she go back to a class?
    Anyway, it sounds like a movie, but our moms got talking and sort of became friends.  They went out for coffee or whatever pregnant women drink (because I think they’re not supposed to drink coffee), and they were going to do it again, like every week, but then Nat’s mom ended