have rain to remember my mother, whenever it first starts.â
She regarded him thoughtfully. âWhen did you lose her?â
âWhen I was seven. There was a fever in the village. My two youngest brothers died then, too.â
âIâm sorry,â she said.
Will smiled. âI donât expect Iâll ever get over it, actually, but I donât even try to anymore. Itâs just been part of me for so long. What about you? Is there something like rain for your parents?â
She already knew what it would be, and a calmness settled around her heart. âOrion,â she said. âThe constellation. Whenever I see it, I think of my father anyway. He taught me about the stars.â
âIt wonât be out in the summer,â he reminded her. âBut itâs the looking for it that will count, even if you canât find it.â
She glanced up at him. âYouâre good at this,â she said.
âYou were ready,â he said simply. âThatâs all.â
She inhaled slowly and let out a long breath. Her eyes turned
once more to the corpse under the blanket, and she slid off her hat, striding idly toward the workbench. âHowâd Benny die?â
âIt was sudden,â Will said. âThey said he clutched at his chest before he went. Iâm guessing his heart gave out. If you please, donât go any closer.â
âWhy not?â
He stepped in front of the body. âIâd just rather you didnât. Let me show you the garden.â
âAre you doing an autopsy?â she asked.
Will lifted a hand to his jaw and rubbed his chin. Then he laughed. âWhat are the chances?â he asked the ceiling.
âWhat?â she asked. âI mean, itâs not surprising. You must do them all the time.â
He shook his head. âIâve never done one before. I could hardly get myself to cut into him. I had to stop because I thought Iâd be sick. And now the one person who might know something about bodies shows up in my barn.â
âNews travels fast here, doesnât it?â Gaia asked.
âNews about a new midwife? Yes. Iâd say so.â
She went to hang her hat on a peg by the door. âJust so you know, being a midwife does not make me an expert in autopsies, but I was born curious. Want help?â
CHAPTER 5
in the morteurâs barn
S HE GLANCED BACK to see his eyebrows raised in gentle surprise. He put his fists on his hips and cleared his throat.
âYouâre serious?â he asked.
âSure. I find it hard to believe you havenât done this before.â
âThereâs no point, normally,â Will said. âIt canât change the fact that someoneâs dead. Itâs my job to clean up the corpse the best I can, dress him, and make the coffin. I try to do it as respectfully as I can.â
âThen whatâs different this time?â she asked.
âBenny was an expool,â Will said. âIt always bothered him that he couldnât be a father. He begged me before he died to try to see if I could find out anything that would help anyone else. I tried to tell him I wouldnât know what to look for, but he made me promise. He said it was time I learned.â
âAre many men here infertile?â
âThe expools are,â he said, nodding. âEvery boy is tested around his fourteenth birthday. If his sperm arenât viable, heâs out of the pool of eligible men who can marry.â
âYouâre kidding,â she said. âIs it very many men?â
âItâs a lot. Maybe four or five hundred out of the eighteen hundred men here.â
âI had no idea,â she said. âThatâs horrible! What do they do?â
âWhat can they do? They just go on like everybody else,â Will said. âSome try to get in with the libbies when they can. They really arenât much different from the men in the pool who