he looked⦠Distracted was as good a word as any todescribe his expression. As she watched he inhaled deeply and ran a hand roughly through his hair. Recalling that she was responsible for the ruffled condition of the short, sleek style brought a fresh wave of mortification.
âAre you all right?â
âIâm falling apart at the seamsâ probably wasnât the response he was expecting so she smiled politely if distantly. Now Iâm distant, she thought wryly.
âYou must be in a hurry to get back to the office.â
âAnxious to get rid of me, are you?â
âI wouldnât be so rude.â
âThe impeccably mannered Miss French,â he drawled slowly. âI think youâd be quite a lot of things that would surprise both of usâgiven favourable conditions.â
This thinly veiled reference to her recent wanton behaviour was enough to send her almost tumbling from the car in her anxiety to escape. He was almost as fast as her and much better co-ordinated; by the time sheâd opened the rear door to help Charlie out, he had already scooped the uncharacteristically passive child into his arms.
âLead the way,â he said cheerfully. Charlie giggled as he swung her around.
âYouâll make her throw up.â Rachel pursed her lips and refused to enter into the spirit of things.
She didnât like being manipulated and she fumed quietly whilst she did as he requestedâat least it had sounded like a request, but she knew an order when she heard one, no matter how sneakily it was dressed up.
She was doing it againâletting him into her homeâand this time she knew exactly how dangerous he was! If sheâd been the sort of young woman to indulge in misty optimism Rachel might have told herself that nothing had changed, but she had a much more realistic approach to life. She knew that walking away from that short burst of beautiful hormonalinsanity back there would require good judgement and careful handling. She was pretty sure she wasnât capable of either just now.
âMake yourself at home, wonât you?â she said sweetly as, much to her annoyance, he placed Charlie at one end of the sofa and claimed the other end for himself. For once Charlie seemed prepared to tolerate adult foolishness as he tickled her feet which lay in his lap.
âSure Iâm not intruding?â
âWould it make much difference if I said yes?â What did a few kisses mean to him? A great big nothingâthe answer was depressingly obvious.
He strolled into the kitchen a few seconds later and spoilt her efforts to regain her serenity. âCharlie sent me to say she would like a milkshake, preferably chocolate.â
âIâm not at all sure I should reward her after what sheâs done.â She continued to clatter around.
âWhat are you doing?â
âMaking a cup of tea.â
âLooks to me like youâre just rearranging the cups.â
âI donât recall inviting you into my kitchen. Itâs too small and youâreâ¦youâre tooâ¦too big,â she ended feebly.
What was she supposed to say? Having you this close is driving me to distraction? All I can think about is the way you tasted, the way you felt�
âIâm a genetic throwback to my grandfather,â he explained apologetically. âHe was Australian, of Italian extractionâa big man by all accounts. My sisterâs the same, but Tom, my big brother, never made it past five ten. I think itâs the scent thatâs heightened in an enclosed space.â The words emerged suddenly and his eyes widened with shock as though he was as surprised as she was to hear them.
âWhat?â
He wasnât looking at her; his eyes were fixed grimly onhis own hands, and that muscle beside his mouth had begun to throb again. âEven after youâve left a room it lingers, but in an enclosed space like