within the warm, loving bosom of my family. Now Iâm taking Alice up to the nursery, as I know the way, and you can tell Ainsley Iâm here. Or you can go to hell.â
Julia let out a half cough, half choke, then lifted her skirts to follow after Chance when he headed up the staircase, as being left in the hallway with Jacko wasnât the most appealing thought sheâd ever entertained.
She made it halfway across the hall before a large hand grabbed her at the elbow and pulled her to a quick halt.
âYou donât look like a nanny. Too pretty by half, and you look like one who really sees whatâs around her. Whyâs he here? Whyâs he really here, pretty girl?â Jacko asked quietly, smiling down at her.
âIf you have questions for Mr. Becket, you should direct them to him,â Julia said, wondering briefly if she might faint. âPlease let go of my arm.â
âLeave off, Jacko. Sheâs good enough. Knows what sheâs about, this one does.â
âBilly?â Julia asked, blinking, as the coachman rolled his wiry body into the hallway. What on earth? Servants didnât come into the front of the house, most certainly not a coachman wearing all of his travel dirt and with mud still caked on his boots. And most definitely not any servant carrying a half-eaten drumstick.
Billyâs walk was suddenly more assured, the tone of his voice much more forceful, and Julia realized that this was the real Billy she was seeing now and not the awkward, scrambling little man who worked as Chanceâs fairly cow-handed coachieâprobably playing that role for her benefit, now that she considered the thing.
âBilly boy, there you are, ugly as ever.â Jacko let go of Juliaâs arm. âYou can go up now, miss. Third floor, then turn to your right and then your left and follow your pretty nose to the end.â
Julia didnât move other than to rub at her arm where Jackoâs sausage-thick fingers had been. âYouâre seamen. Both of you. I should have realizedâ¦I should haveââ
She shut her mouth, remembered Billyâs description of her: Knows what sheâs about, this one does.
And she did, didnât she? She hadnât lived in Hawkhurst on the edge of Romney Marsh for all of her life without coming to âknow what sheâs about.â Knowing what Billy and Jacko were and even what those three unlucky young boys had been âabout.â Knowing that asking too many questions in Romney Marsh could mean sheâd soon know too much for anyone to be comfortable.
But there was one question she had to ask. âBilly? Will you please tell me what you have done with the boys? Have you sent for the doctor? Theyâre harmless, Billy, just boys.â
âWhatâs she running her mouth about? What boys? â
âThe lads will be fine, missy,â Billy said, ignoring Jackoâs question as he looked at Julia. âExcepting the dead one, of course. Heâll still be dead. Odetteâs with the other one. If she canât fix him, heâs good as fish bait anyway. No harm will come to them, rest your mind on that. Mr. Chance, he gave orders. You go on upstairs now, missy.â
Julia opened her mouth to ask something elseâso many questions already half-formed in her mind!âbut Jacko was looking at her again. âThank you, Billy. Ourâ¦the baggage?â
âAlready waiting on you, missy.â
âThank you again,â Julia said as she clutched the small traveling bag to her and neatly sidestepped Jacko. She didnât break into a run until she reached the third floor, barely remembering anything of her surroundings on the way up, except to think that Mr. Ainsley Becket, whatever and whoever he was, must possess amazingly deep pockets.
She had, however, found time to think up at least a half dozen pointed questions for Mr. Chance Becket!
Julia pushed wide the already