because we age doesnât mean old demons canât strike.â
âMy demons have long been dealt with, Robert. Iâm among angels here.â
âThen let me help you keep it that way,â he urged. âThere is an answer here, at least a temporary one. You need to use that girlâs money.â
Father McIntyreâs neck flopped against his collar.
âListen to me.â The Deacon danced in his seat. âIf the orphanage closes, where will she go? Sheâll be sent to a hospital or put in a work home or worse. You said yourself she has no future. Here the child is safe. Here she will be fed, nurtured, schooled as will the other children. An individualâs need must be sacrificed for the betterment of the whole. You see? You have no other choice.
âLet me help you, Colin. If youâre no longer a liability to the church, I can sway the Bishop to let things stand. But you must understand this money is only a bandage. This place is stagnant; there are no children leaving. You need to find adopters, donors, itâs the only way.â
Father McIntyre lowered his eyes and nodded, the fight gone.
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Bishop Ridley and Deacon Johnson left at first light. The smell of salt air, no longer tainted by the carâs trail of exhaust, entered Father McIntyreâs veins, freshened the blood.
Father McIntyre stepped upon the path to the sea, sought shade below the pepper tree and closed his eyes. He pressed his palms against the blue-black dots of hair beneath the surface of his chin and cheeks, felt their points under his fingertips. When he opened his eyes, James was there, standing with his strange seriousness and silent dignity. The priest smiled at the boy, patted the ground. âSit. Sit.â
James folded his legs, bent his spine over the triangle of limbs.
âHavenât seen you much lately. Everything all right?â he asked. James nodded.
Father McIntyre focused on Jamesâs face, the frowning young lines. The Bible stuck out from the boyâs shirt. He tapped James on the knee. âSo, tell me whatâs got you reading the Good Book so intently these days.â
James lowered his chin, shadowing the grass with the oval of his head. âI donât know.â
âThen read me a passage that interests you. Surely, youâve found some favorites.â
The boy did not move; his chest did not rise or fall.
Father McIntyre laughed, plucked the book from the boyâs waistband. âFine. Iâll choose one.â He pulled out his glasses, opened the book to the middle. At first, his eyes blindly stared at the page, confused by the slanted, elegant handwriting. He flipped several more pages with his index finger, saw the dates listed in the corners. He closed the book, turned his face away. âHow long have you had it?â he asked, his voice dim.
The boyâs silence was long and pained. âSince the storm.â
âHave you read it?â
âNo,â James answered. âWell, some.â
âYou shouldnât have kept it.â
âYes, Father.â
âAnd I shouldnât have kept it from you.â
Jamesâs mouth fell. Father McIntyre put the book in the boyâs hands. âI was wrong to keep it from you.â He gazed at the child. âI never read it, James. I hope you believe me. This was never meant for anyoneâs eyes but yours.â The two sat among the rustle of sparse leaves for several minutes.
âDo you think . . .â James ventured, then stopped, bit his bottom lip.
âWhat is it, son?â
âDo you think I have relatives . . . in Ireland?â
He thought of that for a moment. âHmmm. Itâs possible.â
âMy father was from there. Maybe I have uncles?â His voice pitched higher. âMaybe they would bring me to live with them?â
Father McIntyre pursed his lips and tapped his foot. âThereâs no way to know that,