and opens her toiletry kit. Catching sight of Naomiâs sore neck, she asks, âWhat happened to you?â
Naomi pulls on the neck of her T-shirt and mutters, âNothing.â Now that Brooklyn is there, sheâs not so quick to talk about it, and Brooklyn wishes Risa would just let it goâbut she doesnât.
âNo, really.â Risa gently tugs Naomiâs collar aside. âThat looks nasty. You should see the nurse.â Then Risa says in a low voice, âWas it one of the boys? You should report it.â
Naomi jerks away and finally glares at Brooklyn. â She just about strangled me for no reasonâthatâs what happenedâbut the nurse would have to report it, and I donât want to get into trouble.â
Risa looks at Brooklyn in astonishment. Brooklyn is aware that the room has grown quiet except for the sound of the showers. Everyone is staring at her.
âWhy?â Risa asks.
âIt doesnât matter,â Brooklyn mumbles. She looks toward the entrance, hoping to make an escape, but there are too many girls blocking the way. All she needs is to push past them and send someone sprawling on the slippery tiles. Theyâd say she did it on purpose.
âShe accused me of stealing her shirt,â Naomi says, âbut it was behind the laundry hamper the whole time.â
Risa looks between Naomi and Brooklyn and then bursts out laughing. âNot again!â
Feeling heat rush into her face, Brooklyn says quickly, âLetâs just drop itâit was a mistake, okay?â
Then a girl behind Brooklyn asks Risa, âWhat do you mean âagainâ?â
Brooklynâs heart is hammering. She canât bear to hear the story and her shame spoken aloud.
âWhen we were little, Brooklyn thought Iâd taken a shirt of hers too,â Risa says with a gentle smile that might also be a little bit calculated. âShe shoved me. I shoved her back. No biggie.â
Donât tell them. Brooklyn feels like sheâs on fire, and she realizes sheâs signing. A lot of good that will do. She balls her hands into fists, forcing them down to her side.
And then another girl says what Risa doesnât.
âDidnât you spit on her?â the girl asks.
Itâs like ants beneath Brooklynâs skin.
âYeah, I remember,â the girl says. âYou pinned her on the ground, and you spit in her face. It was classic.â
Risa cocks her head. âYeah. I guess I did. What can I say? Kids do dumb things.â
And the other girls laugh. The brainless, heartless twitter of birds. But itâs not their laughter that gets to Brooklyn. Itâs the slow smile that creases Risaâs face. A mocking smile. A smile that says, I was better than you then, Iâm better than you now, and I will always be one rung above you, ready to step on your face. Or spit on it.
âIt was a long time ago, Brooks,â Risa says.
âYeah, right, whatever.â
Brooklyn turns to leave, this time not caring who she topples to get out. No one falls, because the curtain of girls parts for her.
Minutes later she opens the computer lab door. Thor sits alone at the mainframe, no attendant in sight. The clock on the wall above him reads 5:41.
He simply signs, Who?
Brooklyn spells it out so there can be no confusion.
R. I. S. A.
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That evening, in the crowded playground, Brooklyn Ward eats ice cream standing near Logan. He snickers at something Kip says. While the ice cream is still being served, a messenger from the headmasterâs office emerges from the building and passes out notes to twenty-one wards.
Brooklyn thinks, If I ran things here, Iâd at least wait till theyâve finished their ice cream. But compassion doesnât live in a StaHo.
One of the kids who gets a note is standing near them. Samson. Brooklyn remembers that heâs number two on the harvest list. Supposedly
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