But he had to acknowledge uncomfortably that if the wedding had gone ahead and heâd married Sophie Lewis he wouldnât be here now with her sister. And for a sobering and very unpalatable moment Arkim couldnât regret that fact.
A deeper, darker truth nudged at his consciousnessâthe very real doubts heâd had himself about the wedding as it had come closer and closer. But he wasnât a man who spent fruitless time wondering about what might have been. And he didnât entertain doubts. He made decisions and he dealt in reality, and this was now his reality.
Sylvie was avoiding looking at him and he hated that.
He said, âYour eyes... Iâve never seen that before.â
* * *
Sylvie was straining with every muscle she had not to let Arkim see how much he was getting to her, lounging on the other side of the table as he was, like some kind of robed demigod. When sheâd leant across the tableâ provoked into taking that food off his forkâand sheâd seen him looking down her top, sheâd almost combusted.
Distracted, and very irritated, she said, âTheyâre just eyes, Arkim. Everyone has them. Even you.â
She risked a look and saw that half-smile again. Lord .
âYes, but none as unusual as you. Blue and blue-green.â
Sylvie hated the frisson she felt to think of him studying her eyes. âMy mother had it too. Itâs a condition called heterochromia iridum. Thereâs really nothing that mysterious about it.â
Arkim frowned now. âYour mother was French, wasnât she?â
Sylvie nodded, getting tenser now, thinking of Arkimâs judgmental gaze turning on her deceased mother. Sophie must have mentioned it to him.
âYes, from just outside Paris.â
âAnd how did your parents meet?â
Sylvie glared at him. âYouâre telling me you donât know?â
He shrugged lightly and asked, âShould I?â
For a moment she processed that nugget. Maybe he genuinely didnât.
From what sheâd learnt of this man, he would not hesitate to take advantage of another excuse to bash herâso, anticipating his scathing reaction, she lifted her chin and said, âShe was a dancerâfor a revue in Paris that was in the same building where I now dance. It had a different name when she was there and the show was...of its time.â
âWhat does that mean?â he drawled derisively. âNot so much skin?â
Sylvie cursed herself for being honest. Why couldnât she just have said her mother had been a nurse, or a secretary? Because, her conscience answered her, her mother would never have hidden her true self. And neither would Sylvie.
âSomething like that. It was more in the line of vintage burlesque.â
âAnd how did your father meet her? He doesnât strike me as the kind of man who frequents such establishments.â
Sylvie pushed down the hurt as she recalled sparkling memories full of joyâher father laughing and swinging her mother around in their back garden. She smiled sweetly and said, âJust goes to show that you canât always judge a book by its cover.â
Arkim had the grace to tilt his glass towards her slightly and say, âTouché.â
She played with her champagne glass, which was still half full. She grudgingly explained, âHe was in Paris on a business trip and went with some of his clients to the show. He saw my mother...asked her out afterwards...that was it.â
Sylvie would never reveal the true romance of her parentsâ love story to this cynical man, but the fact was that her father had fallen for Cécile Devereux at first sightâa coup de foudre âand had wooed her for over a month before her mother had finally deigned to go out with himâan English businessman a million miles removed from the glamorous Cécile Devereuxâs life. Yet sheâd fallen in love with him too. And theyâd