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the dining room breakfront. Bloody froth oozed from his nose. Around his upper arm was a rubber
tourniquet. On the floor, six inches from his half-opened hand, was a syringe Laurie had seen the night before. On the edge of his desk was a glassine envelope. Laurie guessed what was inside because of what Shelly had told her the night before. It had to be the "speedball" he'd boasted of, a mixture of cocaine and heroin.
Hours later the same day, Laurie endured the worst confrontation of her life. Inches from her nose was her father's angry face with his bulging eyes and purpled skin. He was beside himself with rage. His thumbs were digging into her skin where he held her upper arms. A few feet away her mother was sobbing into a tissue.
"Did you know your brother was using drugs?" her father demanded. "Did you? Answer me." His grip tightened.
"Yes," Laurie blurted. "Yes, yes!"
"Why didn't you tell us?" her father shouted. "If you'd told us, he'd be alive." "I couldn't," Laurie sobbed.
"Why?" her father shouted. "Tell me why!" "Because..." Laurie cried. She paused, then said: "Because he told me not to. He made me promise." "Well, that promise killed him," her father hissed. "It killed him just as much as the damn drug." Laurie felt a hand grip her arm and she jumped. The shock brought her back to the present. She blinked a few times as if waking from a trance.
"Are you all right?" Lou asked. He'd gotten up and was holding Laurie's arm. "I'm fine," Laurie said, slightly embarrassed. She extracted herself from Lou's grip. "Let's see, where were we?" Her breathing had quickened. Perspiration dotted her forehead. She looked over the paperwork in front of her, trying to remember what had dredged up such old, painful memories. As if it had been yesterday, she could recall the anguish of the conflict of responsibility, sibling or filial, and the terrible guilt and burden of having chosen the former. "What were you thinking about?" Lou asked. "You seemed a long way off." "The fact that the victim had been discovered by his girlfriend," Laurie said as her eyes stumbled again onto Sara Wetherbee's name. She wasn't about to share her past with this lieutenant. To this day she had trouble talking about that tragic episode with friends, much less a stranger. "It must have been very hard for the poor woman."
"Unfortunately, homicide victims are often found by those closest to them," Lou said. "Must have been a terrible shock," Laurie said. Her heart went out to Sara Wetherbee. "I must say, this Duncan Andrews case is certainly not the usual overdose." Lou shrugged. "With cocaine, I'm not sure there is a usual case. When the drug went upscale in the seventies, deaths have been seen in all levels of society, from athletes and entertainers to executives to

college kids to inner city hoodlums. It's a pretty democratic blight. A great leveler, if you will."
"Here at the medical examiner's office, we mostly see the lower end of the abuser spectrum," Laurie said. "But you're right in general." Laurie smiled. She was impressed by Lou. "What was your background before joining the police?"
"What do you mean?" Lou asked.
"Did you go to college?" Laurie asked.
"Of course I went to college!" Lou snapped. "What kind of question is that?" "Sorry," Laurie said. "I didn't mean to upset you." "And I don't mean to be testy," Lou said. "Sometimes I'm a bit self-conscious about where I went to school. I only got to go to a community college on the Island, not some Ivy League ivory tower. Where'd you go?"
"Wesleyan University, up in Connecticut," Laurie said. "Ever heard of it?" "Of course I've heard of it," Lou said. "What do you think, all police officers are ignoramuses? Wesleyan University. I might have known. As Billy Joel says, you uptown girls live in an uptown world." "How did you know I was from New York?" "Your accent, Doctor," Lou said. "It's as indelible as my Long Island Rego Park accent." "I see," Laurie said.