wrapped around me from behind, awake when heâs asleep. Staring at the glow of the fireplace with one thought. Kayden didnât tell me what Nathan said about my amnesiaâand nothing Kayden does is unintentional. That tells me I wonât like what Nathan said to him. It tells me we are far more fragile than the passion we share says we are.
As if on cue, Kayden pulls me a little closer, and I press into him, gripping his arm where it drapes my upper body, and once again, we are both holding each other a little too close and too hard, and to me that reason is clear. The secrets of that dark alleyway have been haunting us since the moment I opened my eyes and called him beautiful.
six
I donât remember finally falling asleep, but I wake to the dim glow of sunshine from a nearby window, immediately aware that Kayden is no longer touching me. Rolling over I find him gone, but a piece of paper is lying on his pillow. Leaning up on my elbow, I yank the blanket up over my chilled, naked body and read the note:
Ella,
Wrapping up some loose ends from last night. I will be gone most of the day but Iâll call you when I can. Adriel is in the castle if you need him, and since youâre a feminist with a gun, I warned him to keep his distance.
Kayden
PS: Close is good.
I laugh at his joke, and yes, close is good, but my smile fades quickly with the reference to last night. And while I donât feel like I could be any other me than the me I am now, I canât seem to frame the person in my flashbacks who submitted to more than being tied to a bed and left for hours. He took me to a club and had me tied up and whipped, a thought that has me remembering a hard, spine-bending lash that jolts me to a sitting position, my breathing turning into panting.
The sound of my ringing phone makes me glance at the nightstand, and I find that not only has Kayden set my phone there and attached it to a charger but that my journal, gun, and purse are there as well. Needing to hear his voice, I scoot over, grab my cell, and lie back down to answer. âHello,â I say, only to hear, âYouâre late, Eleana.â
At the sound of Galloâs voice, I momentarily twist back around to glance at the clock, noting the eight fifteen hour. âI didnât agree to this meeting,â I say, flattening firmly on my pillow where I intend to stay.
âObviously when I stated that my badge indicated that you would make this meeting, I wasnât clear enough. Consider this your notice. This is official police business related to both your present and past activities, as well as Kaydenâs, which is why he will not be joining us for coffee.â
I jolt upward, clutching the blanket to my chest. âActivities?â I say, telling myself this is a head game. He doesnât know about Niccolo. He doesnât know about the necklace. âI have no activities.â
âFurthermore,â he continues, as if I havenât spoken, âitâs a courtesy that Iâm giving you the opportunity to discuss said activities in an unofficial capacity, outside the castle, where the walls have ears. And I strongly believe you want this conversation kept confidential.â
âI have nothing to hide,â I say, managing to sound convincing when the idea that he knows something that puts me at odds with The Underground, or Kayden, terrifies me.
âAwfully certain for a woman recovering from amnesia.â
Heâs hit a nerve that Kayden and I opened last night. âWeâre talking now. Say what you need to say.â
âOn an open line, which is unacceptable. You will come and meet me, and you will do so alone.â
âDetective Galloââ
âIf youâd prefer, I can send a car to pick you up and take you to the station.â
âKayden works for your boss,â I remind him. âHeâll never let you take me, or Giada, to the station.â
âThe