sharpish. I know he hears.â
âMaybe heâs scared out of it. Now I think of it, his brother said he was special.â
âSpecial?â
âIn America, that means the kidâs got problems. Retarded. Something. They call them special.â
This, Frank now remembered, was not what his brother had said at all. He had said the boy was important. The brother was just a good boy. Frank would have been the same if it had been his little sister. Life was not a statement of choice in the fucking good earth or whatever Cedric had said. Life was random as a pair of dice with ten sides.
âHe can be here as long as you need, of course, Frank. Weâre happy to have him. Until youâve arranged for your way home.â
âWhat about Kate?â Frank nodded toward the boy.
Tura snorted. âTo keep the child? Kate? That stupid sod sheâs with will never marry her. Sheâs got her bloomers all up over him, now theyâve âgone throughâ so much together.â Tura made phantom quote marks in the air with her fingers. Tura was a brick. How could she be ironic the day Miles was lost? How could Frank think it? Was this what you did? Trip over your life and have a cucumber sandwich? None of them was making sense. âOur Kateâs almost glad they weathered the tsunami in church together. Romantic.â She stopped. âIâm awfully sorry, Frank. I meant no harm in that.â
âNo offense taken, Tura,â Frank said. âIâll go have a look at Glory Bee.â
âWait and have a cup.â Tura got up and began to clear off the dishes, and, as Frank watched in astonishment, began throwing the crockery away rather than scraping the beans into the trash.
âTura?â he said.
She glanced at him.
âYouâre throwing your dishes away. Do you want to do that?â
Tura almost laughed. âLook at me!â she said. The little boy, who was now awake, smiled, and did a funny thing with his hands: sweep, sweep. Tura said then, âFrank, I donât want to be on about this. Itâs a day we need to be ready for mourning in our house. I like to think of the child with you. Perhaps I mean you with him.â
âTura, you know that if I did that, and I canât do that, it would be kidnapping a child.â
Tura was at her desk by then, her large binder open before her, pen in hand.
âKidnapping?â she said. âThat would only be a legal thing, surely?â
There you go, Frank thought, sheâs nuts. Perhaps sheâd always been nuts. Frank threw down his tea and, in two bites, ate four of Turaâs cress-and-cream sandwiches, then walked out toward the stable. Halfway, he thought he might faint. A black band strapped his eyes. He sat down in the dust. What did Glory Bee matter? It was mad that the world had literally gone under and here Frank was on his way to check the swollen ankle of a fractious filly. Glory Bee had banged her hock badly during her murderous ballet on the morning before he left.
As he approached, he thought Glory Bee looked a bit sulky. She was huge, eighteen hands, and muscled like a wrestler. Black as her soul, Cedric said. Nothing wrong with Glory Bee that a mallet to the temple couldnât cure, he said. Glory Bee nickered softly and rolled her eyes. Iâm not up to you today, lass, he thought. Youâll be staying in that box.
Just outside her stall, Frank sat on a tack chest and tried to think through the angles. If he left in two weeks, could he host . . . host a funeral, do up papers, and find care for the boy? Could he leave in less? A week? This baked land was nothing to him anymore. The airport was already open. Planes were bringing in supplies, medicine, doctors, relief workers, and press, but what would they be taking out? He hadnât even considered an airline. He had to replace his passport, if he had SCUBA gear to dive down to the U.S. embassy, which was
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