Free Jocelyn's Choice by Ella Jade Page B

didn't know why he was waiting. We were alone, horny, and definitely ready.
    He slipped my panties down the rest of the way and tossed them aside. I grabbed his underwear and tugged at the waistband.
    "Jocelyn," he said breathlessly. "I don't . . . ."
    I reached inside his boxers and wrapped my hand around cowboy. After having sex with Alex, I no longer called it little cowboy.
    Whatever he was going to tell me must have gone right out of his head, because he silently pulled his boxers off and let me continue stroking him. I was aching for him, dripping with desire, and the only way this feeling was going to subside was if he relieved me.
    He lowered his body back down, placed his hand over mine, and guided his erection to my waiting center. He rubbed it against my desperately needy slit.
    We both let out collective moans from the contact.
    He ran his mouth along mine and gently bit my bottom lip.
    "I didn't think I'd see you tonight," he whispered. "And it didn't take you long to get me worked up and naked."
    I kissed him back as I lifted my hips so that our most intimate of areas could touch again.
    "Fuck, Jocelyn." He groaned. "I don't have a condom."
    Part of me was kinda glad because that meant since he wasn't seeing me tonight, he didn't think he'd be having sex at all, but the other part, the aroused teenage girl, was very disappointed.
    I reached up and stroked his cheek. "It's okay; we can do other stuff, right?"
    "I want you, Jocelyn," he whispered against my lips. He ran his tip along my slit.
    "You're dripping."
    "That happens when you're close to me."
    He continued to rub against me, and I could see the struggle in his eyes. I was so caught up in Alex that nothing mattered but having him inside me. His kisses were soft and sensual now, and the way he moved against me was maddening. We shouldn't have been entertaining the idea. It was a risk neither of us needed, but somehow, rational thoughts seemed to go out the window when hormones were involved.
    "Alex." I moaned. "Please!" I thrust my hips against him, trying to find some friction. He slowly entered me, but then stopped and closed his eyes.
    "Oh, you're so warm. I've never done it this way before," he whispered.
    A first? I can give Alex a unique sexual experience? The thought of that drove me crazy. I wrapped my legs around his waist, causing him to slide deeper inside me, but he didn't move.
    "Jocelyn, we shouldn't . . . I can't." His mouth was saying one thing, but his body was responding entirely differently.
    I kissed him and looked into his eyes. "I trust you," I whispered.
    "Fuck!" He moved in and out of me. I could feel everything. It was wonderful.
    There were no barriers, just Alex and me. We were one.
    I closed my eyes and got caught up in the moment. I dug my fingers into his shoulders and quivered against him. He'd made me come with his fingers and his tongue before, but usually during intercourse, I was so nervous that I couldn't fully let go. That wasn't the case tonight.
    "Alex!" I screamed, and I could feel his body tense above me. He gave me a few fast, hard thrusts, and then quickly pulled out of me and shot his warm cum all over my stomach. He was breathing heavily when he rolled off me and pulled me against his body. I draped my arm over his chest and hugged him tightly.
    "I'm sorry," he whispered after a few seconds.
    "I'm not."
    How can I regret something that felt that good?
    "You need to know that since I've been sexually active, I've never not used protection. I don't break that rule."
    "I believe you," I whispered. "But how come you broke it tonight?"
    "Because I've never wanted anyone as much as I want you," he said. "Rules don't seem to matter when it comes to you."
    "We both lost control."
    He gently pressed his lips to mine, then got up and went to the bathroom to get me a towel. He wiped my stomach clean, then got back in bed with me. I stared up at the ceiling, and, coming back to reality, I realized how careless we'd been. He