away, and this time he didnât try to stop her. âI donât need help. Not from him. Not from you.â
âWell, now, thatâs too bad.â The country-boy casualness was back in his voice again. âBecause Phil thinks you found out something that made you suspicious about how your brother died, and I canât leave it alone. If I made a mistake, I have to fix it.â
Kate hadnât expected that, and the admission jolted her. âYou mean that?â
He lifted an eyebrow. âDo you have any reason to think I donât?â
âNo, I suppose not,â she admitted. Even Tom, as much as theyâd fought, had always meant exactly what heâd said.
âOkay.â He made it sound as if theyâd taken a giant step forward. âLetâs start over. What makes you think thereâs something I didnât find out about how Jason died?â
She tried to arrange her thoughts. Her instinct was to tell him nothing, but that had become impossible. But she didnât have to say she suspected suicide. âItâs not a question of how he died. But why he died.â
Mac seemed to process the difference instantly. âAn overdose...â he began, his voice gentle.
âAn overdose, yes.â Her throat tightened. âI donât imagine any coroner could miss that. But why? Heâd been clean for nearly three years. Heâd graduated with honors. He had a bright future. Why would he throw all that away?â
âAddiction is a day-by-day battle.â Mac rubbed the back of his neck, and frustration threaded his words. âTwenty years ago the worst thing Laurel Ridge cops had to deal with was a Saturday night drunk. Now we fight drugs like every other place in the country.â
âDo you think I donât know that? I helped him through a couple of relapses. But he was doing so well. Something happened to him while he was here in Laurel Ridge that summer. Something that ended with him lying dead in that cemetery.â What? A breakup? A fresh battle with his father? Trouble at his job? There had to be something. Each time heâd relapsed, something had triggered it.
And if she never found that trigger? Either way, the responsibility came back to her. Her throat closed entirely, and she fought to hold back tears, shaking her head as she turned away from him.
He touched her arm in mute sympathy and guided her to the sofa. He drew the armchair closer and sat like a man prepared to wait as long as it took.
Kate sucked in a breath and swallowed hard. âAll right,â she muttered.
âThe coroner did confirm that there hadnât been drugs in his system for some time before the overdose.â Macâs tone was carefully neutral, as if he understood she needed that to hang on to her precarious control. âBut what makes you think it was something that happened here that pushed him into it? Did he say anything to you about dealing?â
His attention seemed to sharpen on the question. Naturally that would be his first thoughtâthat someone was bringing drugs into his town.
âIf youâre thinking it was Jason, youâre wrong,â she said flatly. âHe wouldnât. And he hadnât left here all summer, anyway.â
That had been part of Jasonâs determination to make it on his own this time, without leaning on his big sister. Heâd stay here for the duration of his internship. Phone calls onlyâno visits. And Jason never had expressed himself well on the phone. She needed to see his face to know what was happening with him.
âI know that. Obviously we looked into itâthe drugs had to come from somewhere. Since he didnât go anywhere to get them, someone brought them in. We never found out who.â
That had frustrated him. She could see it in his suddenly taut face.
âYou donât know who. But you must have some idea.â She leaned toward him, suddenly urgent.