Tomâs size throwing dice with a long-haired friend in the alley behind our house. I mumbled an apology and went around them, each step echoing the pounding in my head.
Heâd hit me.
My cheek still stung. My hand hurt, too. It wasnât until I looked down that I realized it was because I was clenching the coins heâd given me so tightly, theyâd cut into my skin.
I didnât understand. Iâd swear on my life he hadnât asked me to collect Baron Cobleyâs account. And sending me for natron . . . natron came to market on Wednesdays. Theyâd be out of stock by now.
Something had to be wrong. Iâd seen Master Benedict angry before, made him angry before, but never like this. I wanted to go back, talk to him, plead with him to tell me what Iâd done. But heâd ordered me not to return.
And heâd hit me.
I wiped my eyes on my sleeve.
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The Royal Exchange was packed. Traders, jammed shoulder to shoulder, hawked their wares, shouting, haggling, arguing. I went to every stall and each time got the same answer.
âNothing today, lad. Try next Wednesday.â
I hunted for hours. I even considered going to another apothecary, but theyâd mark the cost high, and Master Benedict wouldnât be pleased. In the end, I gave up and went home while it was still light. I was afraid of what mymaster would say. But I needed to know what was wrong. And I wanted to speak to him, say I was sorry, go back to the way things were.
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I came in through the workshop, too scared to show up in the store empty handed. Strangely, the back door wasnât locked, and the shutters on the back windows were closed. In the furnace, dying embers gave off just enough light to see. I frowned when I saw the tongs left in the ashes. I moved to pull them out, then jerked my hand away with a curse.
I sucked my fingers. The tongs burned. They must have been sitting in the fire for ages.
A small glass jar sat open next to the oven, its lid on the floor. Scattered nearby were a handful of tiny, black, kidney-shaped seeds. I picked one up, rolled it between my fingers. It smelled faintly of rotten tomatoes.
Madapple. The first remedy Master Benedict had ever taught me. In small doses, it helped asthma patients breathe. Any more than that, it became a deadly poison. What was the jar doing left open?
I couldnât hear any conversation from the shop. The light in the open doorway was as dim as in here. I frowned again. Sunset was still a few hours away. The shop shouldnât be quiet.
I moved toward the door. My shoes squelched. I lifted a foot and saw a pool of liquid underneath. Streaks led away from it, long dark tracks, as if something heavy had been dragged, leaking.
I followed them. The shopâs shutters were closed, the fire dead in here, too. The front door was locked, the bolt thrown. The sodden trail smeared across the floorboards, turning crimson. A smell, hot, metallic, filled the room. And there, in the middle of it all, was my master.
Theyâd left him slumped against the front of the counter, his wrists and ankles bound with rope. His shirt was ripped apart. His stomach, too. His eyes were open, and he stared back at me, but he couldnât see me, and he wouldnât, never, ever again.
CHAPTER
9
THEY ALL CAME. SINCLAIR THE confectioner, and Grobham the tailor, and Francis the publican and his servers. Others came too, neighbors and strangers. Crammed in. Gawking.
By the time theyâd arrived, Iâd already cut the ropes that had bound my master and laid him out on the floor. The scraps of rope lay beside him, next to the woolen blanket Iâd used to cover his body, now stained red. I was stained, too, from when Iâd held him.
Now I sat beside him, my hand over the blanket, resting on top of his chest. Everyone else stood around, useless. Just like me.
Sinclair leaned over.