places,â Tracy said. âIâm so proud of her.â
âWe all are. Iâm going to grab a quick shower and change before I head back to the hospital. But first, letâs get my big boy up to bed.â
They woke Scotty, who brightened at the sight of Sam. âHowâs Dad?â
âHeâs cranky about being in the hospital.â
âThatâs good. That means heâs fine.â
âIâm going to tuck you in and head back to be with him. Tracy will spend the night, okay?â
âSure, you should be with him.â
âI should be with both of you.â
âUntil we clone you, thatâs not possible.â
âDear God,â Tracy said, shuddering dramatically, âdo not clone her. One of her is more than enough.â
âNo kidding,â Scotty said.
âHey, Iâm in the room,â Sam said, while hiding her pleasure at her sonâs teasing. She much preferred that to the tears of the night before.
He was still weak and droopy, so they helped him into pajamas and got him tucked into bed.
âIâll see you in the morning, buddy.â
âWill Dad get to come home tomorrow?â
âI fear for Harryâs safety if he doesnât spring him.â
âI hope he gets to come home.â
Sam leaned over to kiss his cheek. âMe too. Get some sleep and donât worry about anything. Heâs fine.â
His eyes closed. âItâs hard.â
âWhat is?â
âWhen you care more about someone else than you do about yourself. Itâs hard when something happens to them.â
Sam had to swallow the huge lump in her throat before she could reply. âYes, it is.â She kissed him again and left him to sleep. After a quick shower and a change into yoga pants and a sweatshirt, she was on her way back to GW to spend the night with Nick.
She sent Angela home to Spencer, who had gotten both kids into bed and raised the white flag on the day. Heâd sent a hilarious selfie with a six-pack of beer sitting next to him on the sofa.
âHeâs getting so lucky tonight,â Angela said after sharing his comical texts with Sam.
âHe got lucky the day you said yes to him.â
âRemember that night when I went to meet him? The night you met Nick for the first time?â
âI remember that night like it was yesterday.â
âFunny how that was such an important night for both of us. I think all the time about how Spence mightâve gotten away while I was busy mourning my relationship with Johnny the douche bag. And you having to put up with all that crap with Peter to get to what you have now with Nick...â
âI donât like to even think about him.â
âHeâs been quiet lately.â
âEver since his âsuicideâ attempt you mean?â Sam made air quotes around the word suicide .
âHe mustâve been so disappointed when you didnât come running.â
âWhatever. Those days are long over.â
âBetter be,â Nick said.
âHe is such an eavesdropper,â Angela said, laughing.
Sam gave her a hug and sent her on her way. âYou really are a terrible eavesdropper,â Sam said to Nick when they were alone.
âCome here.â
âIâm here.â
âAll the way.â Without opening his eyes, he held out his arms to her, and she crawled into bed with him.
âThere. Much better.â
âYou do seem much better.â
âIâm outta here in the morning. I donât care what Harry says.â
âYouâll do what youâre told, which is what you always say to me when Iâm in this place.â
âHate when my own words come back to haunt me. Howâs Scotty?â
âFeeling much better and worried about you. He said itâs hard when you care about someone else more than you care about yourself.â
âDid he now.â Nick sighed.