“Can we move this
along, please?”
Larissa shrugged obligingly and bent down to look me
directly in the eye. “You wanna know who we are, dol
face?” she asked. “We’re the door bitches.”
“Excuse me?” I was taken aback.
“We man the entrance. Nobody gets in or out without our
say-so.”
“But seeing as you’re a VIP,” El iott jibed, “you can go
right on in or should I say down ?” The pair shared a
conspiratorial chuckle.
“And what if I don’t want to?” I said defiantly.
El iott raised a quizzical eyebrow and waved his hand
vaguely behind me. “Honey, can you see any place else to
go?”
I had to admit he was right. Surrounding the al eyway was
nothing but an oppressive swirling blackness, the kind that
looked capable of devouring you. There was only one path
with one door at the end of it. Only one direction any of us
could take. As much as the idea of going through those
doors made me feel queasy, I knew it couldn’t be as
dangerous as wandering through the blackness alone. I
didn’t know who or what was out there. I stil didn’t even
know where I was. I felt Jake’s warm breath behind my ear.
“You’l be fine,” he murmured. “I’l look after you.” It was
strange how they al waited to see what my decision would
be. As if I actual y had a choice.
I squared my shoulders and stepped forward with
bravado I didn’t feel.
Larissa bared her teeth in a smile before grabbing a tight
hold of my wrist and turning it upward. Her grip was cold
and claw-like, but I tried not to flinch. She held my wrist
faceup as El iott pressed something down on the inside. I
braced myself to feel pain, but when I looked, he’d only left
an inky imprint behind. It was a stamp of admittance in the
form of a smiley face.
Larissa pressed a buzzer and the heavy doors slid open.
Jake ushered me into a vast carpeted foyer where flights of
narrow corkscrew steps veered like a labyrinth in several
directions. There was no time for closer inspection as he
steered me swiftly toward the central steps. The pumping
music grew louder once we started our descent
underground. The sound was so overpowering that I looked
hesitantly back toward the open door. Larissa appeared to
read my mind.
“Too late to change your mind, sweetheart,” she said.
“Welcome to our world.”
Then she slid the heavy doors shut behind us.
I fol owed Jake down the narrow stairwel until it led to an
open dance floor, where a throng of bodies was pressed
together, fists pumping the air and heads thrashing to the
beat. The dance floor was a checkerboard of colored lights
flashing on and off. I was surprised to see people of al
ages on it. The sinewy, leather-clad limbs of the elderly
contrasted sharply with the firm, exposed flesh of youth. I
was startled to see a few children there too. They had the
designated task of clearing the tables and refil ing drinks.
The one thing that united them al —young and old alike—
was the vacant expression they shared. It was as if they
were only physical y present and some vital part of them
had been erased. They were like sleepwalkers, consumed
by mechanical movements that were only interrupted long
enough to down another shot of liquor. Occasional y under
the masklike faces I detected a darting eye or nervous
flicker, as if something dire were coming. The track playing
was a computerized dance number made up of a single
line that was repeated continual y: “I’m in Miami, bitch.”
Light flashed across the polished concrete floor, casting
shadows across the bodies moving in sync with the
rhythmic beat. The mingled scent of cigarettes, spirits, and
perfume was overwhelming.
I’d never stepped inside a club before so I had no point
of comparison, but it looked surreal to me. The ceiling was
il uminated by a myriad of tiny lights and the wal s were
lined with red velvet so they looked like upright couches.
Scattered around the perimeters