always an adjustment period. It doesnât mean thereâs anything wrong with the marriage, it just means that new boundaries have to be established.â
âThank you . . . really, I appreciate it.â
Doc Jane nodded. âIâm always here if you need me.â
When the door shut, Bella went over to the crib and smoothed the multicolored satin ribbons that hung from its rails. As the cool lengths slid through her fingers, she thought of the pledging ceremony and all the love that had been shared. Nalla would always be adored in this house, cared for, protected.
She had a moment of panic as she released the brakes and started rolling the infantâs bed toward the nurseryâbut she was going to get over that. Had to. And she would buy a baby monitor right away.
She parked the crib next to the one that was there, the one Nalla never slept as well in. Even now the youngâs forehead was crinkled, and she was pinwheeling her arms and legs, a sure sign she was going to wake up soon.
âShhh, mahmen âs got you.â Bella lifted the young up and put her down in her preferred place. The young snuffled and positively cooed as she snuggled into herself and put her little hand through the slats, grabbing onto Wrath and Bethâs red-and-black bow.
This was promising. Deep breathing and a full belly meant a nice long sleep.
At least Nalla didnât feel as though sheâd been kicked to the curb.
Bella went back into the bedroom. The bath was quiet, and as she put her head through the doorway, she saw the fine humidity left in the air from the shower and caught the lingering scent of cedar shampoo.
He was gone.
âYou moved the crib?â
She turned around. Z was standing in the double doors of his closet, his boot-cut leathers on and his black shirt hanging from his hand. His chest, with its marking of the Brotherhood and its nipple rings, gleamed in the light thrown over his shoulders.
Bella glanced over to where Nalla had always slept. âWell, this is . . . you know, our space. And, ah, sheâs fine in the other room.â
âYou sure youâre going to be okay with this?â
If it meant she could be with him as his shellan ? âNalla will be fine. Sheâs just next door if she needs me, and sheâs started to sleep through big hunks of the day so . . . yes, I feel all right about it.â
âYouâre . . . sure?â
Bella looked up at him. âYes. Absolutely sureââ
Z threw down his shirt, dematerialized right at her, and took her down on the bed, all but tackling her. His bonding scent went crazy as his mouth ground into hers and his hard, heavy weight pushed her down into the mattress. His hands were rough with her nightgown, ripping it as he wrenched the two sides apart. As her breasts were bared, he growled deep and low.
âOh, yes . . .â she moaned, frantic as he was.
She shoved her hands between their hips and broke a nail flipping his fly open and unzipping itâ
Z let out another animal sound as his erection popped out into her hand. Rearing back, he nearly shredded his leathers trying to get them down his legs and off the cast. After struggling, he left them around his knees with a âFuck it.â
He leaped back on her, finished tearing apart her nightgown, and split her thighs wide. Except then he paused, a worried look threatening to overtake the passion in his face. He opened his mouth, clearly about to ask her if she was okay withâ
âShut up and get inside of me,â she barked, grabbing the back of his neck and pulling him down to her lips.
He roared and punched into her core, the penetration a bomb that went off in her body, sparks shooting through her, igniting her blood. She gripped his ass hard as his hips jackhammered until he followed where she was, coming in a massive, full-torso contraction.
The instant it passed he threw his head back, bared his fangs, and hissed like a