its paint-encrusted lock. He cursed the streetlight on the corner that threw more shadow than illumination, bent lower and tried again. The Taj Mahal Motel was a strong dose of reality, placing him in his past as effectively as the jog heâd just taken by his old house. The motel was more than a continent apart from the Ritz; he couldnât remember the last time heâd stayed anywhere that didnât have either a health club on the premises or access to one.
Haunted by the look of sorrow in Carlyâs eyes, the agony in Ethanâs and his own sense of loss, David had sought release in exhaustion. Heâd put on the sweats heâd picked up at a local sporting goods store earlier that afternoon and taken off, determined to run until the only thing on his mind was the pain in his legs.
It was a good plan; too bad it hadnât worked. Heâd stayed out an hour and a half until his lungs felt on fire from the cold air, and all he could think about was how Carly had looked when heâd told her he still loved her.
The phone rang. For a brief, irrational moment, he allowed himself to imagine it was Carly.
He made another stab at the lock; this time, the key slid in smoothly. The telephone was on its fourth jarring ring when he picked up the receiver. âYes?â
âDavid? You sound out of breath. What in the world have you been doing?â
Victoria. His knees gave out and he sank to the edge of the bed. âJogging,â he answered, guilt washing over him at his keen disappointment. For weeks heâd been adrift on the sea of his past, first with his father and then with Carly. Still, he wasnât ready to be snatched back to the safety of shore. He glanced at the clock on the nightstand and added five hours. âWhy are you calling me in the middle of the night? And why on this phone? Is something wrong?â
âPrecisely what I was going to ask you,â she said, a note of reproach in her voice. âIâve been trying to reach you for two days on your cell to see how youâve been getting on and to give you my flight number. You did tell me you were going to pick me up yourself, didnât you?â
Actually sheâd insisted he meet her plane, unwilling to trust that there were limousine services in a place as provincial-sounding as Cleveland, Ohio. âHold on while I get something to write with.â He tossed the receiver on the bed, took a sheet of paper out of the drawer, then dug through his coat pocket for a pen.
When he reached for the phone again, the paper slipped out of his hand and fell to the floor. He bent to pick it up and noticed a large brown coffee stain on the rust-colored carpet. From there his gaze swept the rest of the room. He shuddered to think how Victoria was going to react when she saw where she would be staying. Frowning, he put the receiver up to his ear. âYou know, Victoria, Iâve been thinking that your coming here was probably not such a good idea after all. If youâre worried that it might seem strange to everyone at home that you didnât come to the memorial service, you can just tell them that I was the one who insisted you stay home.â
She let out a heavy sigh. âDavid, donât be a bore about this. You know I would have been with you at the hospital if I could, but itâs been impossible for me to get away until now.â
Her reaction startled him. Heâd had no idea sheâd even thought about joining him in Florida, and it had certainly never occurred to him to ask. Funerals were eminently more suited to Victoria than bedside vigils. âI only meant that it seems a little idiotic to fly all the way over here for a half-hour memorial service and then just turn around and fly back.â
âOh, but Iâm not.â
Davidâs shoulders sagged. Sheâd obviously made arrangements for them to do something that would delay his return to England. Under normal