âIâd be very surprised if we didnât offer you a place on the U Dub team. What would you think about that?â
âIâd be honored, sir,â he says, but he feels worried. In the locker room he strips his muddy clothes off. He canât imagine four more years of this. Bob is interested in something beyond what heâs seen so far. He stands under the shower, aware of the other boys horsing around, celebrating the victory.
The Door to the River
My grandfather bought a five-acre piece of property on the Stilliguamish, meaning to use the land for fishing, but mostly we went for family picnics. The first time I remember going was when I was about two-and-a-half. I donât remember driving up past Arlington and then east, toward the mountains, through the long green valley. I donât remember my grandfather unlocking the gate or driving on the road to the edge of our property. I donât remember walkingâmaybe I was carriedâthrough the thick stands of cottonwoods to our narrow strip of beach. Iâm guessing my grandmother had made a lunch of fried chicken and bread and butter sandwiches. (âThatâs what you make for a picnic,â she says, which may have been true once.)
All I remember is standing on a big mossy rock and then slipping into the cold river.
âYou fell into the current and I thought, there goes my first son,â my mom says when I ask her if I was actually in any danger. This seems awfully breezy, but my mother was younger then than I am now. John had died long before. There was no real reason to be superstitious, no reason to think that there might be an extra element of danger for the males of the family.
Broken Bones II
The Doctor likes to go to the Friday fish fry at the Everett Yacht Club. Chrissy has put on a fresh dress and brushed her hair, excited for the dinner out. The whole family is going even though Bob says heâs broken his foot. The foot is likely just sprained and a trip to the emergency room will ruin everybodyâs evening, says the Doctor. Chrissy agrees.
Bob limps. His foot has been wrapped up and he uses crutches retrieved from the basement. Ann has brought a book, which Chrissy disapproves of. Colorful signal pennants swoop down from the ceiling in festive rows. The picture windows look out at the mouth of the Snohomish River, over Port Gardner Bay and in the distance, Whidbey Island. A band plays on a stage.
âCan we dance, Daddy?â Chrissy asks.
He takes her to the dance floor. She feels lucky to have her father to herself.
Remorse
Chrissy is sitting at the kitchen table, she has a huge zit on her face, and the doctor is holding her chin, looking down at her.
âItâs a cyst,â says the Doctor.
âWhat can you do about it?â
âIâll lance it.â The Doctor already has his bag open.
âNo,â Chrissy shrieks.
âDo you want to get rid of it or not?â
âYes, but I donât wantââ
The doctor jabs her face. âLook at that pus roll out!â he says as he pulls the lancet from the cyst.
Chrissy feels woozy.
âNow itâll get better,â he says.
Trying
âHold on to the rope, Mom! Keep your legs together.â
Her rotten children rev the engine of the motorboat. Sheâs dragged halfway across the lake before she finally lets go. Thatâs enough of that and nobody can say she didnât try, she thinks as she coughs up a couple hundred gallons of water.
The boat circles around, Bob at the wheel. Ann and Chrissy gather up the skis that have flown off her feet. Theyâre laughing so hard they have to hold each other up.
âLet me in the boat.â
âTry once more,â they say, wheezing.
âLet me in right this instant.â
âYou almost have it. Try once more.â
She puts on the skis and is again dragged through the water, again swallows half the lake. The scene repeats itself several