talks than heâd laughed with any woman ever.
She was also sexy as sin. He hadnât been kidding in the dream when heâd said heâd been half-erect all day. Every time heâd looked at her, little Teddy had perked up like a happy dogâs ears. And he wouldnât have been surprised to hear his tongue had been hanging out half the day like that same happy dogâs tongue. Heâd never encountered a female who affected him like she did. Even Elvi.
The admission was a big one for Teddy. Heâd been half in love with Ellen âElviâ Black since he was a boy. No other woman had been able to compare, in his mind. Until now . . . and that was why heâd brought such an abrupt end to their conversation when Katricia had asked if he meant heâd never found anyone he loved, or anyone heâd loved as much as Elvi. Because heâd almost admitted, âUntil now.â
That thought in his head had startled the hell out of Teddy in that moment. But he now realized that, as much as heâd loved Elvi, it seemed to him it had been a young boyâs love, a sort of adoration, but without the gritty lust he felt for Katricia. If heâd felt half as hot for Elvi as he did for Katricia, he wouldnât have simply stood by and watched her marry her mortal husband, and then he wouldnât have set out to find her a vampire mate. Heâd have been desperate to claim her for his own. Teddy had always thought heâd stood aside for Elviâs sake, that heâd not wanted to stand in the way of her happiness. But the fact of the matter was, he suspected sheâd just been an ideal to him. The perfect, untouchable female. He didnât even think heâd wanted her for real. Not like he wanted Katricia, because while heâd stood aside for Elvi, he already knew he couldnât do that with Katricia. He couldnât and wouldnât stand aside for her to find happiness with someone else . . . which would be a problem if they werenât really life mates and it had really all just been wishful dreaming on his part.
Sighing, Teddy ran one hand wearily through his hair, then turned and moved into the kitchen to grab his coat and boots. Rather than risk waking Katricia, he took them with him and slid out into the icy vestibule. He pulled the door silently closed before quickly donning them, and then grabbed one of the flashlights and slipped outside.
It had been cold that day, but it was even worse in the dead of night. The snow crunched under foot, the wind hit his face like icy sandpaper, and the moisture in his nose froze before heâd taken half a dozen steps. They definitely needed the wood, he thought grimly, and once he got back inside, he should probably set his watch alarm to go off every couple of hours so he could feed the fire again. In this kind of weather, they could freeze to death if the fire went out. Chances were the cold would wake him, but if it didnât . . . well, he didnât even want to think about that.
The tarp crinkled stiffly when he pulled it back to get to the wood it protected. Teddy quickly scooped up as many logs as he could carry and started back toward the cottage. He was nearly to the deck when he spotted light through the leafless trees between the cottage and the lakeshore in front of it. Pausing, he eyed it for a minute, then changed direction and walked around in front of the deck, traveling several feet down the gentle incline to get a better look without the trees in the way.
A slow smile curved Teddyâs lips when he was able to see it clearly. A cottage across the lake was lit up like a Christmas tree, light shining from every window. It wasnât the fact that they had power that made him smile, but that there was someone else on the lake. Tomorrow morning he could walk across the frozen lake and ask to use the phone to take care of the power problem if it wasnât already taken care of by
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