of Patouâs Joy, dressed by Dior, or slender as a boy in faded Leviâs; Pamela at St. Tropez, skiing at St. Moritz, lunching at La Grenouille in New York; dark eyes bright with amusement, dark hair cut short, her smile a flash of white. She had all the charm and assurance in the worldâbut love, tenderness? Flora was doubtful.
The clock on the mantelpiece struck noon with silvery strokes. The morning had gone. Flora pulled herself together, made a sandwich, drank a glass of milk, picked up her handbag, and left the flat.
Without enthusiasm, she set out to look for a job. She returned to the flat at the end of the afternoon having achieved nothing except a sort of furious annoyance at her own indecision and procrastination. She was worn out from walking and climbing stairs. She went into the kitchen to put on the kettle and make herself a cup of tea. This evening she would have a bath, watch television, and go to bed early. Rose had insisted she stay over the weekend. Perhaps by Monday she would feel more energetic and businesslike. Just as the kettle boiled, the front doorbell rang.
For some reason that was the last straw. Flora said, âDamn,â switched off the kettle, and went out of the kitchen and down the passage to the front door.
Passing a mirror she caught a glimpse of herself looking both tired and untidy, her face shining and the sleeves of her white shirt rolled carelessly back from her wrists. She looked as though she had been scrubbing a floor and didnât care. She opened the door.
A manâtall, thin, quite youngâwas standing outside. He wore a smoothly cut brown herringbone suit, and his hair was a dark copper red, the color of an Irish setter. His face was fine drawn, with pale and freckled skinâthe sort that would burn before it tanned. His eyes were light and clear, a sort of greenish gray. They stared down at Flora, as though waiting for her to make the first move. Finally Flora said, âYes?â
He said âHello, Rose.â
âIâm not Rose,â said Flora.
There was a short pause during which the young manâs expression scarcely altered. Then he said, âSorry?â as if he had not heard her properly.
âIâm not Rose,â Flora repeated, raising her voice slightly, as if he were deaf, or stupid, or possibly both. âIâm Flora.â
âWhoâs Flora?â
âMe,â said Flora unhelpfully, and then instantly regretted it. âI mean, Iâm staying here for the weekend.â
âYou have to be joking.â
âNo, Iâm not.â
âBut youâre identicalâ¦â His voice trailed away, lost in total confusion.
âYes, I know.â
He swallowed, and said in a voice that cracked slightly, âTwins?â
âYes.â
He tried again. âSisters?â
âYes.â
âBut Rose doesnât have a sister.â
âNo, she didnât, but she does now. I mean, she has since yesterday evening.â
There was another long pause, and then the young man said, âDo you think you could explain?â
âYes, of course. You seeâ¦â
âDo you think, before you start explaining, that I could come in?â
Flora hesitated, her thoughts racing. Harry Schusterâs flat, full of precious things; her responsibility; unknown young man, possibly with criminal intentions.⦠It was her turn to swallow the slight obstruction in her throat.
âI donât know who you are.â
âIâm Antony Armstrong. Iâm a friend of Roseâs. Iâve just flown down from Edinburgh.â But Flora still hesitated. With some justification, perhaps, the young man became impatient. âLook, ask Rose. If she isnât there, go and ring her up. Iâll wait.â
âI canât ring her up.â
âWhy not?â
âSheâs gone to Greece.â
âGreece?â
The incredulous horror in his voice and the