âYou want to love your husband and be loved in return.â
Celeste shivered. âWhat do you know about what I would accept?â
âYou want love,â said Rayn. âIn my language thereâs a word for people like you.â
âWhat do you mean âpeople like meâ?â said Celeste.
âThe word is
karamasi
.â
âThatâs Inyan for
volcano
.â
âIt has another meaning,â said Rayn. â
Karama
means
fire inside
. It can describe a mountain with fire insideâso, a volcanoâor something else, such as a person. Add the
si
to the end and you get
karamasi
:
one with fire inside
.â
âI have fire inside, like Drav?â She was bewildered.
âNot like Drav. His is an angry fire. Yours is quieter,â said Rayn. âI see it in your love of mathematics. The way you look up at the stars. Your loyalty to your family.â
âThis
karamasi
,â said Celeste. âIs it a good thing?â
Rayn ran his hand down her arm. âA very good thing.â
She leaned against him and watched the sailors dance. Hours passed in a dizzy happiness. If Raynâs affection was feigned, she couldnât tell it from the real thing. Even if he never loved her, she could be satisfied, perhaps, with an occasional evening like this. As the hour grew late, she felt sleepy and chilled. She snuggled into Raynâs chest, and he warmed her with his fire magic, melting the tension out of tight muscles. âThe other woman I see you with,â said Celeste. âDo you love her?â
âNo,â said Rayn. âSheâs a palace servant.â
âI think sheâs more than that.â
A momentâs hesitation. âI had a brief affair with her.â
âIs she the mother of your illegitimate daughter?â
He sighed. âYes.â
âIs your daughter important to you?â
âOf course,â said Rayn.
âWhere is she? Did you leave her in Inya?â
âYes.â
âWhy did she not come with you?â
Some of the conversations around them had ceased, and Celeste was aware that Atella and Magister Lornis were listening in, along with quite a few sailors.
âI will tell you about Zoe and my daughter,â said Rayn, âbut only if we go someplace more private.â
âWhere do you propose we go?â
âTo my cabin,â said Rayn. âOr yours.â
âNow?â
âYes,
karamasi
. Just to talk.â
Celeste unfolded her legs and stood. She was getting tired anyway; soon enough she would have taken her leave and headed to her cabin. This was better. Rayn was finally trusting her enough to speak candidly.
Rayn rose and made his good-nights.
He took her hand, and they headed to their quarters in the back of the ship. She was happy to leave the noise of the party behindâall those boots on the deck, the music, the conversation.
As they crossed the wooden deck, someone approached them. It was the woman with the straw-colored hair.
Raynâs hand tensed inside Celesteâs. âZoe.â
Zoe curtsied to Celeste. âYour Imperial Highness.â Then to Rayn. âYour Highness. I need to speak to you right away. In private.â
âAnother time.â Rayn walked around Zoe, tugging Celeste with him.
âNo.â Zoe hurried in front of him again. âPleaseâitâs important.â
âIf you have something to say, say it,â said Rayn.
Zoe hesitated, biting her lip. âItâs complicated. We need to be alone.â
âTomorrow,â said Rayn, shouldering his way around her.
He opened the door to his cabin and ushered Celeste through. Atella took up her position outside the door.
Inside, Celeste noticed a flash of movement. She blinked and looked around. The room was still. Perhaps she was tipsy from the wine and seeing things. Rayn closed the door behind them.
But as soon as he did, a hand clamped over her