course in college to study death, hot-spice, or whatever they call it. In those days it came into the house and said howdy and sometimes it took supper with you and sometimes you could feel it bite your ass.â
This time Norma didnât correct him; instead she nodded silently.
Louis stood up, stretched. âI have to go,â he said. âBig day tomorrow.â
âYes, the merry-go-round starts for you tomorrow, donât it?â Jud said, also standing. Jud saw Norma was also trying to get up and gave her a hand. She rose with a grimace.
âBad tonight, is it?â Louis asked.
âNot so bad,â she said.
âPutsome heat on it when you go to bed.â
âI will,â Norma said. âI always do. And Louis . . . donât fret about Ellie. Sheâll be too busy getting to know her new friends this fall to worry much about that old place. Maybe someday all of emâll go up and repaint some of the signs, or pull weeds, or plant flowers. Sometimes they do, when the notion takes them. And sheâll feel better about it. Sheâll start to get that nodding acquaintance.â
Not if my wife has anything to say about it.
âCome on over tomorrow night and tell me how it went up at the college, if you get the chance,â Jud said. âIâll whup you at cribbage.â
âWell, maybe Iâll get you drunk first,â Louis said. âDouble-skunk you.â
âDoc,â Jud said with great sincerity, âthe day I get double-skunked at cribbage would be the day Iâd let a quack like you treat me.â
He left on their laughter and crossed the road to his own house in the late-summer dark.
*ââ*ââ*
Rachel was sleeping with the baby, curled up on her side of the bed in a fetal, protective position. He supposed she would get over itâthere had been other arguments and times of coldness in their marriage, but this one was surely the worst of the lot. He felt sad and angry and unhappy all at the same time, wanting to make it up but not sure how, not even sure that the first move should come from him. It was all so pointlessâonly a capful of wind somehow blown up to hurricane proportions by a trick of the mind. Other fightsand arguments, yes, sure, but only a few as bitter as the one over Ellieâs tears and questions. He supposed it didnât take a great many blows like that before the marriage sustained structural damage . . . and then one day, instead of reading about it in a note from a friend (âWell, I suppose I ought to tell you before you hear it from someone else, Lou; Maggie and I are splitting . . .â) or in the newspaper, it was you.
He undressed to his shorts quietly and set the alarm for 6 A.M . Then he showered, washed his hair, shaved, and crunched up a Rolaid before brushing his teethâNormaâs iced tea had given him acid indigestion. Or maybe it was coming home and seeing Rachel all the way over on her side of the bed. Territory is that which defines all else, hadnât he read that in some college history course?
Everything done, the evening put neatly away, he went to bed . . . but couldnât sleep. There was something else, something that nagged at him. The last two days went around and around in his head as he listened to Rachel and Gage breathing nearly in tandem. GEN . PATTON  . . . HANNAH THE BEST DOG THAT EVER LIVED  . . . MARTA OUR PET RABIT  . . . Ellie, furious. I donât want Church to ever be dead! . . . Heâs not Godâs cat! Let God have His own cat! Rachel, equally furious. You as a doctor should know  . . . Norma Crandall saying It just seems like people want to forget it  . . . And Jud, his voice terribly sure, terribly certain, a voice from another age: Sometimes it took supper with you and sometimes you could feel it bite your ass.
And that voice merged with
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