Now, after working with him inside and outside the clinic, she understood.
Taking a chair opposite him, she allowed a casual look around. The Parkersâ kitchen was a combination of country warmth and modern convenience. She could imagine happy meals in this room. Sheâd grown up in a home like this, where family mattered and hours around the kitchen table had resolved the problems and struggles of her teenage years.
But her familyâs table had grown quieter after Momâs death, fading to silence in the past year. She didnât blame Dad and Brent. They simply did not know what to say or do anymore. But sheâd struggled alone, in silence, until she could bear it no longer.
She bit down on the inside of her cheek and concentrated on that one small pain. Anything to get her mind off Colorado.
Michelle handed out fragrant cups of coffee, motioningtoward sugar and cream in the center of the table. Coffee around the Parker table must be a common affair. âSo, where are you from, Cheyenne?â
The question was a normal one. Hadnât she asked the same thing of others many times?
Eyes on the curl of steam rising from her cup, she said, âColorado.â
âBeautiful state. What brings you here?â
Good question. And one she couldnât answer without spilling her guts to strangers.
Traceâs mug thumped against the table. âWhereâs Pastor Parker? I wanted to introduce him.â
Bless Trace. Whether he knew it or not, heâd rescued her. She flicked a glance his way. He was watching her, eyes crinkling at the corners.
âGreat coffee, huh?â he said innocently, a smile playing around his lips.
âTerrific.â Was she so transparent that her employer had already figured out she had something to hide? For months after the garage attack sheâd wondered if people could tell what had happened just by looking at her. She knew now that the thoughts were paranoid, part of post-traumatic stress, but still they came back to haunt her on a regular basis.
Could Trace tell? Did he pity her? Or worse, judge her?
To quiet the swarm of irrational thoughts, she took a swallow of hot coffee. The liquid burned her tongue and throat but had the desired effect.
If Michelle Parker noticed anything strange about her visitor, she was a master of discretion.
âRob ran over to check on Ida June. She took another fall.â
âIda June Click is our octogenarian handywoman,â he said to Cheyenne. âSheâs always into something.â
âSheâs still working?â And as handywoman, no less?
âAccording to Ida June, the day she quits working is the daythe Lord will call her home. Idle hands are the devilâs workshop.â Michelle smiled above the rim of her cup. âThatâs a direct quote.â
âWhat was she doing this time?â Trace asked. âInstalling another ceiling fan for an âold personâ?â
âWorse. She was repairing the guttering on one of her rent houses. The old gutter pulled loose and down she came.â
âIs she hurt?â
âAccording to Ida June, the only thing hurt is her pride. Rob said she had a goose egg bruise on her forehead and was mad as a wet cat, but she refused to let him drive her to the doctor.â
âThatâs Ida June. And if I donât miss my guess, sheâll be at church on Sunday ready to teach her class.â
âNo doubt about it. The day she misses church is the day after she moves to heaven. Forsake not the assembling. Thatâs another direct quote.â Smiling fondly, Michelle set her coffee down. âWhat about you, Cheyenne? Have you found a church yet? Weâd love to have you attend Redemption Fellowship.â
The tension, momentarily soothed by the story of Ida June, crept back in. Cheyenne shook her head. âIâm not much on church attendance. But thank you for the invitation.â
As far as she could tell,