of reality.
9
Essence
T aâSharaâs wild, gut-wrenching scream shocks the fuck out of me and causes each hair on my body to stand up. For a second, I back the hell up and look around to double-check that there ainât nobody thinking weâre doing something to this girl. But as usual, the few dealers and crackheads who are hanging tough out here in the middle of the night are minding their business. They donât see shit, hear shit, and damn sure ainât about to call the po-po to come fuck up their cash flow.
âWhat the fuck is wrong with this bitch?â Drey shouts, still struggling to keep TaâShara pinned down.
I shake my head while my gaze falls back down to the ground to take in the whole scene. Despite it being dark as fuck, I am able to get a good look at Tâs bloody body and the dark, purpling bruises on her arms, chest, and face. Somebody worked her ass over real good. What the fuck?
Drey twists his head over his shoulder. âEssence! Are you going to help me with this bitch or not?â
Blinking and then mentally shaking myself out of shock, I rush over and drop down next to my girl. âT! Please calm down!â I try to still her thrashing head so that she can get a good look at my face. The shit ainât easy because sheâs strong as fuck and blasting my eardrums wide open.
âLetâs let her crazy ass go,â Drey shouts. âClearly, she ainât right in the head.â
âHave you lost your mind? Canât you see that something has happened to her?â
âSomething happened to me, too! Look at my face!â
Crude, jagged, and bleeding scratches ran down his face. âShit. She did that?â
âDidnât you see her?â He pauses for a sec. âWait. How bad does it look?â
I ainât about to tell him that TaâShara has fucked up his face. The vain nigga might retaliate or some dumb shit. âLetâs get her to the hospital,â I say, changing the subject. âT, look at me!â I lean down until weâre nose to nose. âSee, TaâShara, itâs me.â
âHospital?â Drey echoes.
There isnât an ounce of recognition in TaâSharaâs eyes. Only fear.
Oh my God. Who did this to you?
âLook, Essence. I ainât taking this girl to no fuckinâ hospital,â Drey says. âAinât no fuckinâ way.â
I whip my head around. âWe have to take her to the hospital. Look at her!â
Heâs shaking his head the whole time while Iâm talking. âAinât going to happen. Those muthafuckas ask way too many questions, and I donât know shit. Donât wanna know shit and even if I did, I wouldnât tell them any goddamn way.â
âButââ
âSheâs your girl. Not mine. I ainât getting involved in this bullshit. Look where the fuck we are. Weâre in GD territoryâour shit. You think Iâm going to help the po-po bring heat over here? Shit. Youâre out of your goddamn mind.â He foolishly releases TaâSharaâs hands, and my girl comes up swinging, clocking both me and Drey on each side of our heads.
âOwwww!â The shit stuns the fuck out of me, and while Iâm reeling to the side, I hear this loud crack !
âGoddamn it, bitch!â
While Iâm blinking stars out from behind my eyes, I realize that TaâSharaâs screaming has stopped. I pick myself off the ground and look over to see Drey shaking his hand while T is knocked out cold beneath him.
âWhat the fuck did you do?â I check to see if my girl is okay.
âWhat the fuck does it look like? I shut her the fuck up!â
Thereâs a pulse and she seems to be breathing evenly.
âYouâre welcome.â Drey climbs off of her. âIâm getting the fuck out of here.â
âWhoa, whoa. Wait!â I grab his wrist. âWhere are you