Free The Sun Between Their Feet by Doris Lessing Page B

cut through two sides of a square around the Madonna.
    â€˜Michele,’ sobbed the Captain,
‘get out of here.’
    Michele dropped the saw, took hold of the raw edges of the board and tugged. As he did so, the church began to quiver and lean. An irregular patch of board ripped out and Michele staggered back into the Captain’s arms. There was a roar. The church seemed to dissolve around them into flame. Then they were running away from it, the Captain holding Michele tight by the arm. ‘Get down,’ he shouted suddenly, and threw Michele to the earth. He flung himself down beside him. Looking from under the crook of his arm, he heard the explosion, saw a great pillar of smoke and flame, and the village disintegrated in a mass of debris. Michele was on his knees gazing at his Madonna in the light from the flames. She was unrecognizable, blotted out with dust. He looked horrible, quite white, and a trickle of blood soaked from his hair down one cheek.
    â€˜They shelled my Madonna,’ he said.
    â€˜Oh, damn it, you can paint another one,’ said the Captain. His own voice seemed to him strange, like a dream voice. He was certainly crazy, as mad as Michele himself … He got up, pulled Michele to his feet, and marched him towards the edge of the field. There they were met by the ambulance people. Michele was taken off to hospital, and the Captain was sent back to bed.
    A week passed. The Captain was in a darkened room. That he was having some kind of a breakdown was clear, and two nurses stood guard over him. Sometimes he lay quiet. Sometimes he muttered to himself. Sometimes he sang in a thick clumsy voice bits out of opera, fragments from Italian songs, and – over and over again – There’s a Long Long Trail. He was not thinking of anything at all. He shied away from the thought of Michele as if it were dangerous. When, therefore, a cheerful female voice announced that a friend had come to cheer him up, and it would do him good to have some company, and he saw a white bandage moving towards him in the gloom, he turned sharp over on to his side, face to the wall.
    â€˜Go away,’ he said. ‘Go away, Michele.’
    â€˜I have come to see you,’ said Michele. ‘I have brought you a present.’
    The Captain slowly turned over. There was Michele, a cheerful ghost in the dark room. ‘You fool,’ he said. ‘You messed everything up. What did you paint those crosses for?’
    â€˜It was a hospital,’ said Michele. ‘In a village there is a hospital, and on the hospital the Red Cross, the beautiful Red Cross – no?’
    â€˜I was nearly court-martialled.’
    â€˜It was my fault,’ said Michele. ‘I was drunk.’
    â€˜I was responsible.’
    â€˜How could you be responsible when I did it? But it is all over. Are you better?’
    â€˜Well, I suppose these crosses saved your life.’
    â€˜I did not think,’ said Michele. ‘I was remembering the kindness of the Red Cross people when we were prisoners.’
    â€˜Oh shut up, shut up, shut up.’
    â€˜I have brought you a present.’
    The Captain peered through the dark. Michele was holding up a picture. It was of a native woman with a baby on her back, smiling sideways out of the frame.
    Michele said: ‘You did not like the haloes. So this time, no haloes. For the Captain – no Madonna.’ He laughed.‘You like it? It is for you. I painted it for you.’
    â€˜God damn you!’ said the Captain.
    â€˜You do not like it?’ said Michele, very hurt.
    The Captain closed his eyes. ‘What are you going to do next?’ he asked tiredly.
    Michele laughed again. ‘Mrs Pannerhurst, the lady of the General, she wants me to paint her picture in her white dress. So I paint it.’
    â€˜You should be proud to.’
    â€˜Silly bitch. She thinks I am good. They know nothing -savages. Barbarians. Not you, Captain,