Eeyore?â He nudged Blake with his elbow. âFor your birthday?â
âDisaster,â Blake confirmed with a dour nod.
Aidan nodded, winking at Brooke as he successfully ruffled Cristinaâs feathers. âCristina here burns water with spectacular flare.â
âHey, Iâve got other talents,â Cristina said.
Aidan grinned. âSure you do.â
Cristina waved her fork in his face. âDonât make me kick your ass.â
âYou cooked,â Brooke repeated, looking at Zach.
âWhy are you so surprised?â
âBecauseââ Because it was a hidden talent, and now she was wondering at his other hidden talents. âIâm just impressed, thatâs all.â
âWell, welcome to the twenty-first century,â Cristina muttered, still glaring at Aidan. âWhere men cook. And in case you havenât heard, us women can vote now, too.â
Everyone laughed, and Brooke rolled her eyes, but when she looked around, she realized they werenât laughing at her at all. She was included in the joke.
Zach was gazing at her, his mouth curved, looking relaxed and easygoing and, damn it, gorgeous, and something came to her in that moment.
She belonged.
Aidan and Cristina were still bickering, Blake and Dustin were thumb wrestling for the last serving of lasagna, Sam and Eddie were shoveling in their food and laughing over somethingâ¦they were all as dysfunctional as they could be, and they were a family.
And she was a part of it.
Sam took the last of the lasagna and everyone protested. âHey, thereâs two kinds of people in hereâthe fast and the hungry. Iâm the fast, thatâs all.â
Zach smiled at Brooke with a genuine affection that stole her breath.
And replaced it with heat.
Oh boy, a lot of heat.
âHey,â Sam said. âDonât forget, I need everyone to sign up for party duty. The chiefâs b-day bash isnât going to throw itself.â
âYeah, and why are we doing this again?â Blake asked, classic Eeyore.
âTo have an excuse to have a party,â Eddie explained.
âTo kiss up, you mean,â Blake said, sounding disgusted with all of them. âDonât forget the kissing-up part.â
âWell, maybe if Zach spent some time kissing upââ Sam accompanied this with kiss-kiss noises ââhe wouldnât be called to the principalâs office to get spanked every other day.â
Zach sighed.
Cristina reached across the table and squeezed his hand. âIâd rather be spanked than hold my tongue.â
âMe, too,â Aidan said, in between mouthfuls of food. âMe, too.â
âYes, butâ¦â Blake sent Zach a frustrated look. âIt wouldnât hurt to lay low, let the chief get distracted by someone elseâs ass once in a while.â
Zach shook his head.
No can do on the lying low thing, apparently.
âI can tell on Sam,â Eddie suggested. âFor leaving porn in the bathroom. Maybe that would take some of the heat off Zach.â
âHey, what did porn ever do to you?â Sam protested.
They all laughed, and Zach smiled, but Brooke could see that it didnât reach his eyes.
Later, she sought him out in the kitchen. He opened the refrigerator for a bottle of water, then leaned back against the counter, taking a long drink. He was behaving himself. Not mixing business and pleasure.
He was also quiet. Hurting.
Telling herself she was crazy, she walked toward him and took the water from his hand.
He just looked at her.
âThat friend thingâ¦â she started.
âYeah?â He gripped the edges of the counter by his sides, and she wondered if that was to ensure he didnât touch her. She wished he could have put those hands on her, but sheâd seen to it that he wouldnât try.
For her own good.
Damn, she was tired of for her own good. âIf weâre friends,â she
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