you $9,000.00 on good faith. You were supposed to pay me back in thirty days. Now itâs going on two months.â
âYou said I could get an extension if I paid you the interest. I told you Iâd pay it.â
âI never said that!â Hankleman snarled.
âYou did. I remember it very clearly. I can pay you the interest. Iâll give you a cheque now,â Kerner said.
âI never said that. I just know one thing. I want what you owe me now. All of it.â
âI canât give it to you now. Iâm really sorry. Please believe me. Iâm in big trouble but Iâm good for the money. Iâll pay you every cent I owe you. I promise you. You wonât lose on me.â
âI wonât lose on you! No? No? Iâve already lost, my friend. What you did to me Iâll never make up.â
âIâll make it up, I promise.â
âDonât promise me nothing, you cheap piker. You made me look like shit. Dâyou understand?â
âWhy do you say that?â Artie Kerner asked innocently.
âWhy? Because the word is already out that on my first loan I got burned.â
âI didnât say a word to anybody. I donât talk about my financial problems to anyone.â
âLook. I paid my dues, Kerner. Dâyou understand? I donât ever intend to go back. You heard you canât go home again, eh?â
Kerner nodded.
âYou know that, eh?â
Kerner nodded again.
âSo Iâm not going back again. Iâm not going to allow you, my first mistake, to fuck everything up.â
âIâm not going to fuck anything up. Believe me, Iâll be good for the money. I swear to you, by the end of the month youâll have the whole bundle.â
âYou just donât understand,â Hankleman said. âOr maybe you just donât want to understand.â
âI understand, I understand . . .â
âLook, just let me finish, okay?â Hankleman shouted, cutting Kerner off. âDonât fucking patronize me. I donât need it from anyone, least of all a piker like you.â
âThereâs no need to insult me,â Kerner protested.
âDonât tell me who I can and who I canât insult. If I want to insult you, boy, Iâll insult you. If you donât want insults, pay up the money and you wonât get insults. Okay? So just shut up and listen,â Hankleman shouted, burning now with self-righteous anger. âI was saying that maybe you just donât want to understand, because if you did, you would realize that I cannot function properly till youâre all paid up. My credibility is gone. You understand? Every mooch in town will be after a loan from me with the idea that they donât have to pay it back. Youâve made me a philanthropic organization overnight. You understand what I mean?â
âI understand what youâre saying but I donât think I agree with you. I swear to you, I didnât tell a soul.â
âYou swear? You swear!â Hankleman rasped. âWhat good is your word? I have your lousy marker with your name on it. Itâs not worth a piece of shit. And you swear,â Hankleman said scornfully.
âLook, I . . .â Kerner began to protest again but Hankleman cut him off with a wave of his hand.
âBut itâs not only that. Itâs more than just the money. The money alone is enough but itâs more . . .â He paused for a moment as though to catch his breath.
Kerner waited without saying a word.
âItâs also a matter of principle. Nobody is going to beat me, not even for a dime!â he said viciously and slammed a fist into his open palm. He walked up to Kernerâs desk and leaned over it. âNot for a fucking dime. You understand?â He stared hard into Kernerâs eyes, trying to see something there.
âIâm not trying to beat you. Iâm an honest man.
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