comparison to the rest of her, they were quite pretty. Happily she moved on.
Waist, better but not tiny. B. Bellyâ¦well, only a C. Maybe even a Câ. It wasnât anywhere close to flat, and in fact, that was a target area for the next few months, now that her arms were looking so much better.
Hips, good enough. Thighsâwell, kind of sturdy, but not bad.
She stepped back, narrowing her eyes, and turned from side to side, seeing herself, liking most of it, not blurring her eyes over what she didnât like.
A body sheâd finally learned to treasure, to take careof, to honor. If Robert ever saw itâif they ever got that farâshe didnât have to be ashamed.
Was that what she wanted?
Yes. But see reason number one: she could not hurt Crystal just because she had the hots for the girlâs uncle.
For that reason, she would sublimate her desire for him. She liked him a lot, liked his sense of humor, his wickedness. She often liked men with those qualitiesâ Lance Forrest, for example, was one of her best friends. Robert could be her friend, too.
Healthy sublimation. Hmm. She had to attend a fund-raiser in Denver tonight. Maybe sheâd go into town early and go shopping first. Or even better, see if her buddy Mark was free to fly her in and hang around to fly her back. He usually enjoyed it, and she paid well for the pleasure of it. Flying was one of her great joys, and there was nothing quite like a bright blue Colorado day at two thousand feet.
Happily she got dressed and went to make a call.
Chapter 5
R obert and Crystal had lunch at a little Mexican spot he lovedâone thing about living in âTourist Centralâ was the wide variety of restaurantsâthen headed for the animal shelter. Crystal started out cheerful and happy, but she seemed to tire as the day ran on. Outside the shelter, he peered at her in concern. âYou feeling all right, babe?â
âIâm fine,â she said with annoyance, but she looked very pale to him. âLetâs go find our cats.â
Inside the pound, she perked up. The felines were housed in a room with humanely sized cagesâtax money here extended even to the animal shelterâand there were not a great many of them. A skinny female whoâd not long ago given birth, with a lone black kitten worrying her tail, a cage full of various sizes of kittens, and a battered-looking tom who gazed at them sorrowfully. Robert stuck his fingers through the bars with the mom and baby, and the rowdy black kitten rushed over,stood up on his back legs and gave Robertâs index finger a sharp, one-two punch. Crystal, petting the mother, giggled. âHeâs cute.â
On the other side of her, the tom stuck a paw through the bars, snagging her sleeve, and meowed with a low, plaintive sound. âOh, heâs so sad,â she said. âWhatâs wrong, guy? Somebody go off and leave you?â
He gave her the same sad sound, turning to put his body against the bar. His gray-striped fur was grease-stained, and one ear was nearly folded over with war wounds. Crystal bent her head close to the cage and murmured to him softly, words Robert couldnât hear.
Then she talked to the others. Touched every single one, talked to them, petted their heads or played with them through the bars. âI used to go to the pound to pet the cats when I could in Albuquerque,â she told him. âMe andâ¦this friend of mine. We rode the bus down there, all the way, and just hung around, petting the cats. It made them happy to get the attention, and after a while, they put us to work sometimes when we showed up.â
âThatâs great. You could probably volunteer over here if you wanted.â
She nodded without enthusiasm.
âWho was your friend?â
âJust this guy.â
He let it go. Another tiny clue.
He wasnât surprised when she chose the battered tom as her own. He was slightly more