queen of the world, and Iâll make it so nothinâ happens without my say-so.â
âOkay,â I said. âWanna play doctor?â
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I watch her get drunk in the old dungeon for a long time, and I hardly say a word. When she finally starts to nod off, I help her upstairs to her quarters so she can sleep in her own bed.
And I donât leave right away like I should.
I stand in the doorway and watch her as she sleeps, the peaceful look on her face belying the turmoil in her life.
I would do anything for her. If I could cure her cancer by giving up my own life, I would do it. If I could take all of her troubles on myself, I would do that, too.
But there is one thing that I can do. Itâs the one thing that both of our lives have been leading up to since we first started playing mad scientist in the back yards of our childhood homes.
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The next morning, I have a pot of coffee waiting for her in the lab. That much, at least, is like every other morning...though itâs really the third pot Iâve made since midnight the night before. I drank the first two on my own; it was the only way I could stay up all night and make the final preparations for the grand unveiling.
When I see how bad she looks when she walks in, Iâm extra glad I decided to carry out my secret plan today. Her eyes are bloodshot, her face haggard, her hair tangled. She shuffles around like sheâs still half-asleep, like she was the one up all night and not me.
I fill her mug with coffee and stir in a teaspoonful of sugar, the way she likes it. She doesnât take it at first, and when she does, she only sips once and puts the mug back down on the table.
Half-heartedly, she walks over to the big whiteboard on the wall and stares at the equations scrawled there in red, green, and black dry-erase marker. âDid the U.N. return my call yet?â She says it without looking back at me.
âNo, Doctor.â I cross the lab and stand alongside her.
She sighs and shakes her head. âI give up.â
âI know the feeling,â I say.
âNo,â says Dr. Medici. âI mean I really give up. No more mad science. Itâs just not working for me anymore.â
I never thought Iâd hear her say that, but I understand where itâs coming from. âYouâve been having a rough time lately,â I say. âThingsâll get better.â
âIf by âbetter,â you mean death, then yeah.â Sheâs finally showing some spark. Too bad itâs in the form of sarcasm. âMuch better, coming right up.â
I take a deep breath. My big moment has arrived. âThings will get better.â I feel a chill as all the blood seems to rush right out of my body at once. âThings will get better right now , in fact.â
She isnât taking me seriously. She doesnât even look at me as she ladles on more sarcasm. âOh, good. Youâve come up with that cure for cancer youâve been working on. Iâll have some right now, please.â
âFollow me.â I turn and march to the far corner, where the big surprise awaits, laid out on a gurney under a white sheet.
Dr. Medici follows slowly, her face etched in a scowl. âIâm not in the mood for jokes, Glue.â
My hand shakes as I pat the shape beneath the sheet. I feel the heat of it, the rise and fall of it, and I know Iâve done well. âTrust me,â I tell her. âGive me a chance.â
âWhat is it?â she says as she draws up beside me.
âScience project,â I say, and then I whisk the sheet from the gurney.
Dr. Medici stares silently at the naked man who is lying there.
He is lean and muscular, the type who could be a model or an all-around athlete. His complexion is fair, his thick hair glossy and blond. He has a movie star face with chiseled features...and his eyes, when they finally flutter open, sparkle like twin