surgery.â
âIâll tell Nettie.â Patience was lost.
Nettie and Ben had been in the same class all through school. He occasionally came out to the Nursery to deal with big projects: moving trees, building the split-rail fence and the willow trellis where the cutting sweet peas grew, digging the small pond at the edge of the wildflower meadow. He was a gentle man for all his size and was as careful around the plants as the Sisters were. Patience didnât know that Ben had stayed withNettie after he finished filling Thaddeus Sparrowâs grave. Heâd watched her, alone at the top of the hill, leaning against her motherâs headstone, crying. No one knew that on the day sheâd buried her father, Ben discovered that he had feelings for Nettie. He climbed the hill to sit with her, leaving his shovel behind so that she wouldnât think of him only as the gravedigger. Ben had given her his bandanna to blow her nose and helped her to her feet when she finished crying. It was too strange to talk about that day the longer they left it, so he and Nettie had simply gone on as they had before, buying each otherâs goods and services, nodding to each other on the street, shaking hands at church. So, of course, Patience couldnât make a connection between them, and Henry Carlyle had no reason to.
Henry was shaking his head. âThis isnât about Nettie, or not directly. I tried to give Ben something for the pain, but he refused. He said youâd detoxed him.â
âOh,â Patience said. âOh, I get it.â She picked up the gin and ice and tried to walk around Henry, who didnât get anything and hadnât moved.
âBen decided to clean up his act,â she said as she stopped in front of Henry. He could see the nimbus of light around her from the door and for a moment he could hardly focus.
âHeâd been feeling kind of lurgy so I put together some stuff to, you know, wash him out.â Patience scooped her hand through the air.
âLurgy? You have a cure for lurgy?â Henry blurted.
âMore like some teas and a lot of water.â
Ben had followed Patienceâs instructions to the letter even though heâd come to her hoping to find a way to ask Nettie out. Patience suspected that Ben was in her barn because he was in love with someone. She could taste it in the air around him. But he didnât ask for help with love.
âAnd it worked?â Henry asked. âYour remedy?â
âDonât sound so skeptical,â Patience said.
âIs lurgy a real ailment?â Henry asked as Patience stepped around him.
Patience turned at the door, one foot already out. Henry saw heat rising from the pavement behind her and vaguely acknowledged that it was well and truly summer.
âYou know, I donât appreciate your jokes. This town has gotten along perfectly well with my help now and then. Iâve been just fine without you.â
If Sorrel had heard how sharp Patienceâs voice turned, she might have slapped her. As it was, Henry was the one who looked like heâd been hit. His cheeks reddened and his hands curled into fists, not to hit back but to keep himself from reaching out to grab Patience. He couldnât believe how suddenly angry she was. Only hours before heâd felt slightly heroic as he worked over Ben; heâd felt accepted. Now it was as if heâd been repelled.
The two stared at each other for a minute. Patience caught Peteâs eye over Henryâs shoulder. He was staring too. She banged out of the door before Henry could see how much she regretted her outburst. She wanted to drive away so she didnâthave to examine why sheâd said, âIâve been just fine without youâ to a man she didnât know.
âJuniper,â Pete sniffed. âSheâs wicked mad, but itâll pass.â
Henry inhaled and realized that Pete was right. The air was rich with the