Free Love with the Proper Stranger by Suzanne Brockmann Page B

stuff could lead to actual touching and feeling. And as much as he wanted that, it wasn’t on his agenda.
    He was here to catch a killer, he reminded himself. Mariah was going to provide his introduction to that killer. Her role was to be that of a mutual friend. A
friend
, not a lover. A means to an end.
    As Mariah passed a halogen lamp, she turned the switch, fading the light to an almost nonexistent glow. It was a typical rental beach house living room. Sturdy furniture with stain-resistant slipcovers. Low-pile, wall-to-wall carpeting. Generic pictures of lighthouses and seabirds on the walls. A rental TV and VCR all but chained to the floor. White walls and plain, easy-to-clean curtains.
    But Mariah had been here for two months, and she’d added touches of her own personality to the room.
    A wind chime near the sliding glass doors, moving slightly in the evening breeze. Books stacked on an end table—everything from romances to military nonfiction. A boom box and a pile of CDs on another end table. A crystal bird on a string in front of a window, sparkling even in the dim light. A batik-print throw across the couch. The bouquet of bright yellow flowers he’d brought her just a few mornings ago.
    She released his hand. “Lie down.”
    “On the floor?” God, he hated this already. But he did it, lying on his back. “And close my eyes, right?”
    “Mmm-hmm.”
    As he closed his eyes, he heard her sit on the couch, heard her sandals drop to the floor as she pulled her long legs up underneath her.
    “Okay, are your eyes closed?”
    Miller sighed. “Yeah.”
    “Okay, now I want you to picture yourself lying in a special place. In a field with flowers growing and birds flying all around and a waterfall in the distance…” Miller opened his eyes. She was laughing at him. “You should see the look on your face.”
    He sat up, rubbing his neck and shoulders with one hand. “I’m glad I entertained you. Of course, now my stress levels are so high I may never recover.”
    Mariah laughed. It was a husky, musical sound that warmed him.
    “Lie down here on the couch,” she said, moving out of his way and patting the cushions. “On your stomach this time. I’ll rub your back while we do this, get those stress levels back down to a more normal level—whichfor you is probably off the scale, right?” She stopped, suddenly uncertain. “What I meant to say was, I’ll rub your back if you
want…
”
    Miller hesitated. Did he want…? God, yes. A back rub. Mariah’s fingers on his neck and shoulders… He moved up onto the couch. Surely he was strong enough to keep it from going any further.
    “Thanks,” he said, resting his head on top of his folded arms.
    “It’ll be easier if you take your shirt off,” she told him, “but you don’t have to if you don’t want to,” she added quickly.
    Miller turned to look up at her. “This is just a back rub, right?”
    She nodded.
    “You’re doing me a favor. Why wouldn’t I want to make it easier for you?”
    Mariah was blunt. “Because people sometimes misinterpret removing clothes as a sign that something of a sexual nature is going to follow.”
    He had to smile. “Yeah, well, that’s mostly true, isn’t it?”
    She sat down next to him, on the very edge of the couch. “If I was going to come on to you, I would be honest about it. I would tell you, ‘Hey. John, I’m going to come on to you now, okay?’ But that’s not what I’m doing here. Really. We just met. And if
that
weren’t enough, you have issues.
I
have issues.”
    “You have issues?” he asked. Did they have something to do with the reason why she’d traveled more than halfway across the country to live under an assumed name?
    “Not like yours. But yeah. I do. Doesn’t everyone?”
    “I guess.”
    She was remarkably pretty, sitting there above him like that, her clean, shiny hair falling in curls and waves down to her shoulders.
    She’d put on a pair of cutoff jeans and a tank top when