care of some transfer paperwork in the office. They were trying not to count some of my credits, and Iwouldnât have been able to graduate. Iâm definitely not having that.â
âOh, yeah, I canât imagine that,â I said.
âWho you tellinâ?â Tyeesha said, taking a seat next to Camille. âSo what are yâall talking about?â
âWhat else?â I rolled my eyes. âCamille and her life.â
âCool. Howâs it going?â she asked Camille.
That made Camille perk up. âItâs going fine. We wrapped up shooting. Now weââ
Tyeesha cut her off as she gazed across the table at me. âAlexis, whatâs wrong?â
âI just have a lot of stuff on my mind.â
âLike what?â Tyeesha asked.
Before I could answer, Camille squealed. âGot a text,â she said, pointing toward her cell. âIâll be right back.â She jumped up and headed out the door.
Tyeesha immediately turned her attention back to me. âAlexis, I see it all over your face. I mean, I know I donât know you all that well, but I can definitely tell something is wrong.â
I took a deep breath, not sure of how much sheâd be willing to share. Finally, I said, âYou know, you seem like such a happy-go-lucky person.â
âI am,â she said. âBut weâre talking about you.â
I played with the nasty chicken fingers on my tray. âI was saying that because you mentioned your parents were getting a divorce, and you just seem to, I donât know, take it so well.â
Tyeesha didnât agree with that. âIâm okay with it now. I mean, I wasnât at first. Thatâs why I got into all the trouble. I started hanging out with a group of kids my mom hated.I guess it was my way of acting out. At least thatâs what the therapist said.â
My eyes grew wide. âWow, you had to go to therapy?â
âYeah.â She nodded. âThat shows you that I didnât deal with it well. But Iâm okay now. Part of the cure for me was understanding that itâs not my fault.â
âWhy would you blame yourself?â
Tyeesha shrugged. âI donât know. We werenât rich, but we werenât poor either, so there were no fights over money. And itâs not like my dad was cheating, at least to my knowledge anyway. They just stopped getting along.â
âWow, thatâs exactly whatâs happening to my parents.â
âI know, itâs a bummer, isnât it?â
âThatâs why Iâm never getting married.â I stabbed my chicken fingers with my fork. ââCuz that whole âtill death do us partâ stuff is a bunch of crap.â
âYou know, I used to think that, too, but the therapist got me to see things differently.â
I shook my head. âThatâs what Iâm seeing, anyway.â
âI donât know. I guess I just got okay with it because I know my parents both love me. I really do think they tried their best to make it work, and now, honestly, everybodyâs happier. It took a minute, but my mother smiles more. My father is happier andâI never, ever thought Iâd say thisâIâm happier, too. All that fighting and arguing is stressful. Granted, weâre staying with my grandmother and her house smells like mothballs, but itâs nothing a little Febreze canât cure.â She bit into her pizza. âJust hope they can end amicablyâI think thatâs the word the therapist used. Maybe your family should consider therapy.â
âOh, no,â I said, thinking how horrified my father would be at the thought of talking to a complete stranger about his problemsâif he would even admit that he had a problem. No, I had to come up with another solution. I didnât know what it was, but I had to think of something to keep my parents together.
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Camille
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