didnât need. Worse, Clydeâs daughter, Francie, had been part of Lorna Dunkinâs posse back in middle school and high school.
Laughter, then: Oh my God, Geekabel, those suede flats are like from the â80s. Get a clue. Those suede flats had been her motherâs, and Annabel cherished them. Or sheâd find herself behind Lorna and Francie and their friends on the lunch line at school and hear, Iâd kill to be as skinny as Geekabel but only if I could keep my 32-Cs and my tiny waist. I mean, whatâs the point of being a rail if you look like a boy? Then laughter, firm agreement and discussion. Annabel couldnât imagine snooty Francie Heff eating something as common as a burger, even at her fatherâs own restaurant, so maybe she wouldnât have to see much of her old tormentor. If she did, Annabel would just stare her down and give it right back to her.
Eyeing the sign announcing the Burgertopia again, Annabel thought of the bills and the amount left in Gramâs business account. Plus, a quarterly loan payment was coming due soon. Her stomach churned and panic crawled up her spine. âBetween Sau Linâs noodle shop, the new steak house and the Burgertopia, weâll have a trickle of customers. Iâm all for new businesses opening in town, but weâre in trouble.â
If only there were money to build the back patio the way Gram had always dreamed, surrounded by the beautiful oaks and the wildflowers. They could put a childrenâs playground back there and hire a sitter so people could eat dinner in peace. They could break down the wall to the too-big hallway and add five tables to the main dining room. They could spruce up the place with warm yellow paint and new dishware and cutlery. They could hire a full-time cook to take the pressure off her and Hattie, someone as great as Essieâs former longtime assistant cook, Martha, who knew the recipes inside and out but had long ago moved to Austin.
These were all ideas that couldnât come to fruition. There was barely money to pay the bills. And with the loan coming due in a month and very little hope to pay it...
Hattie covered Annabelâs hand and patted it. âListen, all we can do is make the best food we know how and keep folks coming in.â She added Worcestershire sauce to the meat loaf, Annabel comforted by the fact that Gramâs century-old recipe, handed down from her mother, was the best meat loaf anyone had ever had.
Yes. Focus on making the best chicken-fried steak and meat loaf and braised short ribs and garlic mashed potatoes and poâboy sandwichesâlike the ones that West loved so muchâin the county, she told herself. That was what Gram had always said. Just focus on being the best you you can be and donât worry about anyone else.
Why did she have to bring West into the equation? A man who kissed and took it back. A man who broke her heart so irrevocably she felt split in two for over a year. A man whoâd hurt her so badly sheâd been dumb enough to let her heartbreak control her, keeping her away from home, from her gram, from Clem, for so long.
Sheâd never let that happen again. She might still believe in love, but sheâd never be a dummy about it againâthat was for sure. Though she wondered if a person could help it, if you were swept away and caught up and couldnât control it. There were people like her friend Sally from Dallas who specifically looked for a husband she liked who met her long list of criteria, including big salary and lack of family history of cancer and male pattern baldness. Annabel had gone to her wedding, and Sally had looked awfully happy with her wealthy husband with his head full of thick hair, a man Sally liked and admired but didnât love. Then there was Annabelâs cousin Susannah clear across Texas whoâd fallen madly in love with a hilarious, kind bull rider with no money, married him in a